Musarium: Interviews 50 Cents

Interviews 50 Cents

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50 cent you look so yum-yum I can eat you alive because you are a full course meal. The style, the cloths, body, smile, skin looks so soft,,,,,,and you look like a Good Fuck :)

- sexlylips630 11/17/04

yo 50 u need to come sign
me and ley me shin becese
I am hot and that bitch
is not

- c.p.3 11/14/04

HoLLa HoLLa!
ain't nobody in this world that love 50 more than i do!..I'm Mrs.Jackson I LOve him so DamN Much!..N'G-Unit<3 DamN thay are so good!..Who don't like 50cent N' G-Unit F*** Them! BuLLSh!T! HE IS MINE! DamN I'm In LOve!<3

- Dana 11/11/04

i just got to ask one question.as you heard from sway he said people compair you to 2pac.and you said thats a weird comparrisan.why?

- greyson 11/6/04

I seen 50 cent at his concert and he is fine it ain't nobody in this world that love 50 more than i do.And whoever don't like him F*** them!!

- Shakeria 11/5/04

i saw 50 cent at reading festival over here in the uk,and it was so much fun... he CRASHED AND BURNED!!!! everyone threw bottles and shouted for greenday. hip hop is boring,and they are all talentless

- ashley 11/5/04

fifty u r the absoulate best and ja rule is a fool who cant play pool u r da best n i luv u

- ferrari 11/2/04

whats good 50 my name is caprieceand u r the besy fuckin raper so keep up the good job

- pooh baby 10/29/04

i would like to thank 50 cents for all his pictures and all your songs

- vanessa louise nichol. 10/27/04

50cent my name is penny
and I love big dick

- penny 10/15/04

50cent when are you going to make a nother song

- jabari 10/15/04

whatup 50 cent you know I had to write you I'm from Gary and I really love you you are to old but it don't matter and if Jarule say something smart just let me know and I'll beat his ass for you. what up Lloyd Banks and young buck next time yall is on tv say I want to give a shout out to Daniqua,Jasmine,Terracheka,Tasheema,Ashley,Thomas,and Larathon, Bubba that's it we love you all.

- Daniqua 9/23/04

50CENT AND ALL OF G UNIT I THINK YOUR SNEAKERS ARE THE BEST AND YOUR MUSIC MY FAV SOMG IS HOW TO ROB PLZ WRITE ME BACK AND I REALLY WANT 2 BE PART OF G UNIT

- PIMP 9/23/04

G-unit in da house wat wat hahah.....g-unit i cant express my feeling toward the group but all i can say i really love u guyz specilly LLOYD BANKS hes ma man...I heard that 50cent is dead which is i know its all crap but i just wanted to be sure

- chirstopher banks 9/22/04

yo fifty i think u the realest nigga out there and i just wanna say that im with u threw whatever goes down and i didnt forget bout yall young buck luv the cd bud i listen to it all the time you tight boi stick wid it game you aint the cali kid you are cali i got mad respect for you comin up lloyd banks man you da boywonder i just hope you aint fuckin my bitch and yayo you home now luv da h2 bra halla at me yayo ill fuck up ja for ya peace out gangstas G-G-G-G-G-unit!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

- Gunit soldier 9/22/04

G-UNIT

ALOT OF PEOPLE SAY THAT I LOOK JUST LIKE YOU AND SOUND JUST LIKE YOU. I BELIEVE THEM TO. I HAD YOUR CD'S SINCE THEY FIRST CAME OUT. MY QUESTION IS WHEN ARE YOU COMING TO NORTH CHARLESTON, SOUTH CAROLINA FOR A CONCERT WITH SOME PEOPLE'S FROM G-UNIT.

- Dexter Drayton 9/22/04

i was a pathetic loser with no friends. i was a very sad person. does this really cost me 50 cents?

- heidi baumgartner 9/20/04

Jarule a punk he look like a wolfe in sheep clothes. Gunit is better than punk murder inc.Your number one fan. Jarrod

- jarrod 9/16/04

yo 50 werrd to mom yo holla at me email me or something cuz im ready for this rap shyt ....let me in

- ralphie 8/28/04

iam the bust that ever done it beleve that

- ace 8/28/04

dis iz yound buck me n monicz broke up ealier iight so call me cuz yo phone aint on 1 g--g-g-gunit

- young buc 8/11/04

50 you way better than anybody in da game let me just tell you that ja is staright up pussyyyyyyyyyyyy

- jean carlos 8/11/04

I'm 50 cents #1 fan hes the bomb

- Jakara 8/6/04

Yo wat up 50

- Joel 8/6/04

I love u 50cent and when i'm older I want to become a singer a meet u one day well love ya lots Emma!!!!!!!!!

- Emma 8/2/04

HEY G UNIT ALL I WANT TO SAY IS THAT I LOVE YOU GUYS SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH YOU GUYS ARE THE SHIT.I ALSO WANT TO SAY THAT JA RULE IS JUST HATEING ON G UNIT CUZ HE'S NEVER REACHED YOUR LEVEL. I ALSO WANT TO SAY THAT I LOVE YOU GUYS SO MUCH , I LOVE YALL MUSIC CURTIS, CHRIS,DAVID,MARVIN, JACEON YOU GUYS GUYS ARE #1 I LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOE G UNIT.

- VALERIE MONTEZ 7/28/04

Yo wazz up 50 just letting you know man that you my favorite rapper and shit its just i gots a feeling you diss to much! You could get yourself killed by some gangsta or shit holla back and tell me who ya enemies! La8er!!!

- Dirty Dan 7/23/04

fuck you 50

- 7/22/04

50.i just went to your crib in connecticut its massive man neighbours were a bit sketchy when we were lookin outside the gates but still nice crib man

- kierelle 7/19/04

50 man i love u i got pics of u all over my walls and in boxs and i got ur cds i just wanted u to know i love u write back :)

- Brittany 7/12/04

50,I'm not lookin for no hand out I just want one foot in the door. I got 2 little girls that keep me motivated. It's been awhile since I've flowed, but I know I have a talent. This is my dream and I'm sticking wit it:we both cancers so I'm bound to blow! holla back 50 banks buck G-Unit......

- tiesha 7/5/04

Happy B-Day 50!!! On some serious shit my B-Day is on the 6th too. Anyway, I want to be down wit G-Unit. I can flow, I'm 25 and I'm ready!! 50 I ain't no street bitch, but I'm from the hood!!!

- tiesha 7/5/04

yo let me tell you lloyd banks you look good as hell and ya lips make me quiver

- nelly 7/3/04

helo 50 guy i just want to no more about 50 cent

- ojeola hakeem 7/3/04

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- succers 6/30/04

yo whats up 50 i don't what all 'em fuckers r on about cause i think ggg-unit sounds tough. Anyway i think ur BUFF (notice the capital letters). Could u please smile more often cause it makes u look sooooo BUFF and i mean buff. you are the best rap artist i know. U r BUFF 50 baby.

- Ruki Inusah 6/26/04

yo wat up. wat was it like to get shot and y did u get shot? yo man stay strong mentaly and physicaly, ur my idol 50.

- brandon 6/21/04

I THINK LLOYD BANKS IS FIT.YOUR MUSIC IS SO GOOD, THE BEST IN THE WORLD OF HIP HOP. AND 50 CENT., I WANT TO BE YOUR GIRL. MAKE ME FAMOUS.

- CHARLENE 6/21/04

wat's up mah nigga fifty cent,wish to join the pimp

- tolu 6/16/04

50 CENT? WHY DO U SUCK SO MUCH @ RAPPING?AND WHY DO URAPE PEOPLE? MY FRIENDS SAY THAT UR A CARPET MUNCHER :)

- John 6/15/04

THE ONLY KIND OF RAPPER U R IS PROBALABLY A CANDY RAPPER

- 50 cent sucks 6/13/04

50 CENT, U SUCK!!!!!!!.U NEED 2 GO ON A DIET. U LOOK LIKE U JUST WENT ON AN ALL-U-CAN EAT BUFFET.PLUS UR LYRICS SUCK TOO.-G-G-G-GUNIT.THE SOUNDS SOOOOOO RETARDED. WHAT R U ?A HILL-BILLY????
U SUCK
U SUCK
U SUCK

- 50 cent sucks 6/13/04

50 come to ohio and perform 2 the best raper ever

- forty 4 6/1/04

ilove 50cent very much ilove you 50cent and also g unit write me back

- nebyu50 6/1/04

50 cent let me see have you got any worries about the stupides raper in the world ja rule

- andrea mcmenamin 5/30/04

hi my name is andrea teresa mcmenamin I live in belfast. I think your the best raper in the world I would like to give all my wishes to yeyo how is in jail and loyd banks and ung buck and of caores 50 centiv been waiting to do this so here were go ggggggg-unit whats up partener so Curtis jackson-50cent write back soon
andrea mcmenamin#####1

- andrea mcmenamin 5/30/04

dear 50 cent I love u so much whith all my hart and I dont think anyone could love u more than i do I also love u that much I no alot about u and babe your name Curtis jackson is agreat name write back

- andrea mcmenamin 5/30/04

50 cont i think all people at school hate me.

- marcel 5/25/04

I love 50 cents he the greats and i wish he would come to trinidad

- nicole mendoza 5/25/04

I love 5o Cent I think he has the best body ever and the whole Guint members. I would love to be in VIp with you all night long.

- shakeria 5/22/04

i love 50 cent i think he has the best body ever i wish i could be with him but i am not even famous i would do any thing too get to see him and be with him i think he is the best rapper ever and i love his songs excessialy the song 21? i would love to get that cd well i love 50 cent

- latisha 5/15/04

- Dontrell 5/15/04

I`m Aaron Keewaycabo from Kenora Ontario i grew up seeing a lot of bad Shit I got my life takin away by going to a foster home.My mom died when i was 10 so its been hard...espacally as some one that not really built(physically)after that I moved to a place called Winnipeg it was tough living around there...after that i moved to Kenora a little city in Ontario its rough around here too...now that i`m 16 i`m just worried about seperating friends from cennections...if you would like to know more just e-mail me.My yahoo e-mail is fubu_a_ca@yahoo.com and my Hot mail is skelpa_squad04@hotmail.com...okay! c ya

- Aaron Keewaycabo 5/14/04

my sex live

- Catherine 5/7/04

Iight imma get at you like this..
You aint shit and neva will be shit
You is a bitch ass nigga
you will neva seen mah nigga pac
you need to stop fronting b4 you really get blasted from a westside ridah cuzz
take it how u wana take it you fuccin punk ass fanksta if u wanna come c me im in watts, La
145 watts Ave
Tru Blu
6 poppin 5 dropin
HOLLA BACC CUZZ blatttttt

- C-Life 5/4/04

WELL U KNOW UR THE BEST BUT PERSONAL I THINK IM UR FURTURE WIFEY I FEEL I KNOW U BETTER THAN ANYBODY BESIDES MOM DUKES BUT N-E-WAYS ALL IM WONTIN TO SAY IS UR THE BEST TUPAC WAS GOOD BUT I LIKE U MORE NO LIE SOME PEOPLE THINK IM CRAZY CUZ OF DAT BUT UR VOICE IS SEXIER I HOPE U GET TO READ DIS U DONT GOT TO GIVE ME NO AUTOGRAPH CUZ IM STILL GOIN TO LOVE U
g'S UP HOES down

- Tasha Scott 5/2/04

I love u so much 50 and u have made the best albums ever the best songs u have done are the ones with 2 pac cos u and his voise make hip hop rnb the best make a song and put my name init from your best fan eve clair lvz u loads and loadsxxxxxxxxxxxx

- clair 5/1/04

50 U ARE SOSOSO FOIN AN ERIC IS TOO BUT UR AN I LOVE U SOSOSOOSSO MUCH UR MY TEDDY!

- NATEA & ERIC I LOVE U SOSOSOOS MUCH ERIC 4/29/04

i think all the ja rule fans sould go some where else and say stuff like that there and you have no life becuse 50 is the best rapper ever and he is HOTTTTTT

- Luvin50 4/28/04

DEAR 5OCENT CAN YOU WRITE ME BACK BECAUSE I CAN NOT COME TO BET AT ALL

- ANGELA MORROW 4/28/04

hey 50 cent how are you you are the best
i love listening to your music it is sweet man hey 50 can i please have your auto graph ho can you plaese send me a letter

- kowhai 4/27/04

hey 50 cent how are you you are the best
i love listening to your music it is sweet man hey 50 can i please have your auto graph ho can you plaese send me a letter

- kowhai 4/27/04

hey 50 cent how are you you are the best
i love listening to your music it is sweet man hey 50 can i please have your auto graph ho can you plaese send me a letter

- kowhai 4/27/04

hey 5o..you are the best thing that happened to hip hop..and i hope you keep going...my boyfriend is sooooooo in love with you and g-unit..sumtimes i think more then he loves me..but anyways..i hope you read this and when you do maybe if ur not to busy send me and e-mail...and my boyfriend too..his e-mail address is..brandon_1812@hotmail.com

- britany ducharme 4/27/04

hi everyone makes fun of me i wish i knew why people call me a slut when i never have kissed a boy or done anyhting like that i wish i knew why 50 cent is my idol i ike 50 alot he is the coolest person ever you rock 50 cent love always christine

- christine 4/26/04

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- f 4/25/04

Yo 50th I am your biggest fan when I grow up I am going to do hip-hop & i am hopeing friend if I make it & can you make your action figures for me & G-unit action figures Email me back

- Tra 4/25/04

i dont have a story but 50 cent im so in love with you its crazy i hope you never stop what your doing and your the hottest guy alive! and i love the wanna get to know ya song its off the hook ya'll!love ya bye

- mariah 4/23/04

50 you and Buck is over every rapper.Don't stop.your boy.

- cedric 4/22/04

What's up 50 .Keep doing it big man.Make a song for me ok.Yourr boy Cedric

- Cedric 4/21/04

What's up 50 .Keep doing it big man.Make a song for me ok.Yourr boy Cedric

- 4/21/04

What's up 50 you and your gaing is pimpin.Tell Buck I said what's up.He know my brother Tremayne but known as Trick.Keep doing it big 50cent.Peace out p.s. Make another song for me

- CEDRIC 4/21/04

50 you so fine you blow my mine fuck all girls
that love him cause i ll take you down bitches.

- marilyn 4/11/04

I love you 50 and know girl ant going to
take you away

so every girl that likes him you a bitch
hoe
skank

- marilyn 4/11/04

I want to know who would win ina fight out of ja and 50

- pimp 4/1/04

fuck all yall hoez that hate 50cent aint nothing but a hoe ass bitch that's why he has a gap in his grill!!!i love ja rule

- Alex lopez 4/1/04

hey 50!!! i luv u so much thats y i gotta write a second comment u da best o yea fine as hell i let u got peace

- Sabrina 3/31/04

hey 50 ur fine as hell and i luv u u da best eva dont let no 1 else tell u different. ur fine as hell and da best dats y i put u in my backround so i can see u all day hehehehe Hola luv u :)

- sabrina 3/31/04

I think ja rule baet you up

- andrewdf tery 3/30/04

wuz up 50dy ya'll kno that ja rule is a pussy. you da best rapper ever!
1fan
sandria

- sandria 3/27/04

well tell me tell' ya that you are so freak'n sexy!!anywaz what should i do if my momma wants to date my pops
arielle henderson

- arielle henderson 3/27/04

I am a guy of 19y'o. I am about to write my exams so i relly need someone to surport me,let's and forget i am quit good in lyrics example p.i.m.p remix.I relly like u guys to think about my future they brougt 50c up why can't u niggaz brougt up vicco the most fast and furious...

- victor idahosa 3/21/04

hey 50! what u doin son? what happenin?

- G-Ham 3/20/04

hi 50,Im just postin to say i think u r really great, adn im not puttin all of the other crap about i love you, etc etc, because at the end of the dasy you are still a human being, a genuine one as well.
4rom jade, london.
X

- jade 3/19/04

HEY YO 50 YOUR MY BEST RAPPER DO NOT LET NO NIGGAS MESS WITH YOU CAUSE I KNOW YOU WILL RATHER LAY THEYRE ASS DOWN OR GET OUT YOUR STRAP ANY WAY STAY G,D UP I LIKE YOUR ALBUMS GET RICH OR DIE TRYIN,THE NEW BREED,POWER OF DOLLER,NO MERCY NO FEAR,50 CENT IS THE FUTER.YOU PIMP LIKE THAT NOW A FEW TIMES I HERD THEM DS TRY TO AREST YOU IN DA HOOD FUCK IT ITS ALL GOOD I HAVE G UNIT SNEAKERS AND CLOTHS IM NOT WHITE IM BLACK SHOUT OUT TO LOYYD BAKNS YOUNG BUCK TONY YAYO YOUR REAL NAME IS CURTIS JACKSIN MY MOM LIKES YOU YOU ARE A STONG MAN TO TAKE 9 SHOTS KEEP IT REAL HOMIE BUT IF ITS BEEF COCK IT AND BUMP IT IM YO NIGGA.

- EUGENE GOMEZ 3/17/04

Where are you from?

- Mutez 3/16/04

50 cents I just like looking at your chest and your muscles. I am a female and i wouldnt mind applying oil to your skin

- hill 3/16/04

Sometime around February 25, 2003 what seemed to be a cool website to put your thoughts about living and growing up, has now become a 'I am a 50 Cent and G Unit freak' page. Listen up 'young gunners' try reading the very top part of this page and then make a decision on what you want to write here. 40 Cents or who ever and his Gay Unit will has never and will never see or read your words here. Is this the youth of America here? You have got to be kidding me? I am sitting here wishing I had a beer just and some popcorn to enjoy even more these sad postings of freaks that need education, nutrition, direction and obviously another person to idolize other than a freak that has been shot up and can rap about. Oh, try this... 'The Autobiography of Malcom X'. Maybe you can conjure up some of the same passion. Cause if you follow 20 Cents then you are gonna be 80 cents short...

- Confused! 3/15/04

Yo 50ty is hot all ya'll fucking haters need to get off 50ty's dick anyways Fifty you is dat nigga and don't let no nother nigga tell you that you ain't ya dig well for the rest of the crew what's up, but for Young Buck keep doing what you doing. And for the rest of ya'll haters Hyla at cha girl and she will hlya back

- Jessika 3/14/04

50 i love you youz the best in the rap game i nerver heard better youz a fine boy youz a p.i.m.p
i LOVE YOU ALWAYS AND 4 EVER

- maria c 3/12/04

i luv you 50! you is so fine! fa real

- Rashequa 3/12/04

Sorry my computer messed up. anyways. I went to a school in Texas. While i was there i got in a fight with my best friend Ariel she stoped hanging out with the so called preps and started hanging out with the killer croud the croud that no one talks to cuz if they did they beat your ass. Well anyway a couple weeks later there was this party down the road from my house. So i went just to get out and have some fun. We were drinking and a couple hours went by and i decided to go home. As i walked home a car pulled up behind me and 3 people got out they all had baseball bats and were draging them behind them I took off running and they ran after me all of a sudden I was getting beat with 3 baseball bats i was bleeding so bad but that didn't seen to faze them. I looked up and seen Ariel. My bestfriend almost killed me. All i got to say is watch your back your friends will stab you.

- Adrin 3/12/04

My story is short. I'm a cheerleader at Bryan middle school and non stop I get picked on and called stupid. Last year I went to

- Adrin 3/12/04

50 is so fucking gay what a fag. He can't rap he sucks Maybe if he got ride of m&m that fag white rapper he might be some what good. And whats up with that stupid G-UNIT shit thats soooooooooooo gay gay gay gay gay. They probably write raps and get each other in the butt. FAG peace out homies

- Sal 3/12/04

I don't have a story. I just wanted to thank 50 for making that bad ass song "21 Question" it is the shat. My boy friend went to jail for 300 days and that song made me think he was singing it to me. I LOVE YOU AARON! But he got out early he was only in for 40 days which was awsome! Aaron loves 50 cents music. So I just want to say to all you fags out there that hate 50 your fucking stupid cuz 50 is the shit!!!!!!!!!!!! l8a

- Brittany 3/12/04

u r so sexy we luv u 2 bits

- kirsty and natalie 3/12/04

Wuz ^ g-unit nothinn much poppin aroud herre u kno' jus ch-chillin.Well n-e-wayz let me d
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- Ashley 3/10/04

hey 50 I love u llod Banks I think u iz FINE

- Ashley 3/10/04

Hi,my name is Crenshae Burden.Iam your biggest fan I got all of your cd's every since 1999.50cent you are like a brother to me. I Love you better than any other singer I know.You know what I really think that Ja'Rule is a wussy.You can beat him anyway, anywhere,anytime,.The world must be really smart because I'am glad that they let you sing.

- Crenshae Burden 3/10/04

Hi I am a big fan. I don't know any thing about interviews with him but I am a big fan.

- Pooh 3/7/04

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- zach 3/3/04

50 CENT IS GRIMEY HE CAN FLOW HEAVY. THE G UNIT ARE ALSO GRIMEY TONY YAYO IS A GRIMEY RAPPER SO IS LLOYD BANKS AND YOUNG BUCK. I HAVE GOT LOADS OF UNRELEASED 50 AND G UNIT TUNES AND FREESTYLES AND THEY ARE GRIMEY I ALSO HAVE 50 CENT THE NEW BREED G UNIT IS DA FUTURE. 50 WHATS UP WITH U AND BANG EM SMURF? HAVE YOU LOT GOT BEEF

- victor 3/3/04

50 is the bomb Ja rule needs to stop hatting on him ps. 50 is hot

- Virginia Vasquez 3/3/04

50 cent is fat anyonewho doesnt like him is fucking gay

- nathan hayden-watts 3/2/04

50 u and the g-unit is the stuff and that song u and the g-unit made wit joe was off the hook

- g-unit 1 fan 2/25/04

yo 50 kick jarules ass when u see him iight peace

- marc 2/25/04

yo whud up 50..ur the best and i just wanted to say that i always wanted to see ur crib on MTV..i reaaly wanna see the house u just bought for 4 million in connect..ight man one

- Chris Dillen 2/24/04

Yo whud up 50 ur concert that iwas was talkin bout was at the hifi buys amohitheatre...It was the rock the mic tour..im hopin to see it this comin yr...Ight one

- Chris Dillen 2/24/04

yo whad up 50! u and G Unit are the best..i like u and gunit more then any other rapper..IF u can give me a holla..ive only been to 1 concert in my life. And it was urs. It was on Tuesday, August 5, 2003 at 6:30 and it rock the house. It was u, fabolous,sean paul,busta, and jay-z..I liked ur proformance the best..Im ur #1 fan..Just remember to keep ur head up and do ur best..keep comin out wit ur kickass albums of u and GUnit..Ight one

- Chris Dillen 2/24/04

hey yo what's up 50cent?how's it going i just wanted u to know that
g-unit is the number 1 album and u know that. everybody knows that. f*** jarule aint nothen he might think his the shit but he aint shit. got that. jarule might be sitting at his crib talking shit about u but just think he aint going to make it. just keep making those famous albums so u can reach the top alright.i gotta go. holla back remember number 1 fan always and forever. i'll still be there if you don't make there. i'll be here saying you can do fifty. holla...#1FAN

- 50cents#1fan 2/24/04

50 you're the BEST!! Continue to do your thang!! and much love to G Unit!! You guys are WICKED!! We have mad love for you guys over here in London!! I'm a sexy, cute, classy and intelligent black/indian las (lady) (30), from Chi- Town.. now living in London.. been here for six years, before I came to London.. I study in Barcelona, Spain for awhile.. I'm still on top of the game.. and home is home, but there's just something about Europe!! Just can't seem to pull away!! 50 you're the MAN!! All this drama about you trying to take Pac's place.. is full of rubbish.. you got your own vibe going on!! U have a different flavor all together.. No one can touch you mate!!
By the way.. Saw you at the Brits Awards here at Earl Court .. your show was tight!! Maybe next time you're here we could go for tea.. my treat...no strings attached.. maybe a hug..* ha ha ha * u know how we do it over here in England.. CHEERS!!
lovelylondon73@yahoo.co.uk

- Tosha 2/24/04

G'G'G'G'G'G'G'G'G-UNIT WASSUP MY NIGGA/? THE STREET STARVING FOR THAT REAL SHIT. OR SHUD I SAY THE REAL NIGGAZ. BUT ENY WAY THEY ALLWAYS GONE BE SOME FAKE A ROUN THE REAL. BUT BEEN REAL DONT HAVE NOTTING TODO WITH ACTING LIKE A GANSTA IS A REAL MEN WHO LIVES BHY PRINCIPLES. WHO KEEP HIS HEAD UP AND EYES OPEN A NIGGA WHO LIVES IN THE PRESENT TAKE CARE AF HIS BUSINESS HOW EVER IT IS APROCH TO HIM. BE YOU...

- mad sam 2/21/04

Keep makin them hits man. Im diggin what you and your folks talkin bout. I myself play football and befor the games you know what im banggin. Shout out to the indiana tornados Bostic#50

- Dee B. 2/20/04

Hey yo peepz. Thanks for the positive feedback and all. I was fuckin hmm touched and shit from all those shout outs. Be sure to check out my new album comin out in the summer, and make sure you check out the rest of G-unit later in 2004. Free Yayo!

- 50 Cent 2/15/04

well i aint gana be lien n shit iam a say it stright up.ya 50 IS OFF DA CHAINS N SHIT true N HE'S SHIT TOPS JA RULES FO SHOW.but 4 realz 50 dont seem like the guy he is on t.v..ye he is one of my favorite rappers n ye i got great love for him.but it like he tryin 2 TAKE PACS PLACE IN DA FUTURE n a su all know dere only 1 true pac.but 50 still i got enough love for all d arappers out dre.n fuck dre is some fob ass rappers n shit stright up.which fuckin need 2 check them selves before dey bring out da song cuz 4 realz....but ye i guess dat ma story n ye LIVE in t-dot what ya dunno know aka toronto.BUT STILL NUFF RESPECT N (L)LOVE(l) 2 ALL DA STRIGHT UP REALZ RAPPERS N SHIT JUST keep ya head up stright up n live life 2 da fullest.

- aalyia a.k.a gangstaliciouse 2/11/04

No I am your biggest fan.
I am 12 years old and at least I am trying to go to school and be your biggest fan.

- Natosha 2/11/04

g-g-g-g unit, 50 i love you soo much and i believe you are number 1!!! yo you can make it and i no it! PEOPLE DONT FUCKIN HATE ON 50!! AND YAW BETTA NO DAT G-UNIT IS BETTA DEN MURDA INC!!! jarule is a strait up wanksta!yo 50 i've been looking all over to get your address cuz im your BIGGEST fan! i've never been obsessed wit a rapper like i am wit you! you are better then chingy, ludakris, and ja rule! yo i dont no if you read these letters that ppl be sendin you but can you holla at me at u_baller_blockin@yahoo.com
i will be waiting for your letter! please please please holla at me once! i be sittin down sometimes and i stay starin at your picture! i've never been to your concert but i got G-UNIT on my shirt and i be rockin yo cloths, they are off the chains! yo pleeze hit me up yo i think you should come to ma boring ass school FAUST in chambersburg! I LOVE YOU 50! YOU GOT MADD FANS BUT IM YOUR NUMBER 1 FAN OK! OK IM OUT!! G-G-G-G UNIT!!

- 50'S baby gurl AKA margherita 2/10/04

hey 50 whats up i love the way u rap but im a punk kid trying to get in to rap.You were the first rapper i have ever heard i grow up on punk so ya.Will i hope you get to read this bye love ya 4-life!

- angel 2/9/04

Hey fifty me and some m8's are having a projekt of you tomorow were going to rap many men and in tha club You ruul dog

- X-ipp 2/4/04

I think you tyring to be better then 2pac and u wereing ah bullet prof vist you trying to hard dog dont try cuz u cant

- Tikki 2/2/04

Wud Up 50.I'm your #1 fan.My whole room is you.I can't wait until I meet you.I listen to your music everyday.I know every word.Your the best rapper out.

- BooBoo 2/2/04

G_UNIT! Mayn 50 I can really connect wit u. I done been shot up an locked up. BK 4 Life

- DCB 2/2/04

hi 50 cent if you read this the only thing i want for you is if i can injo you in next music video bye i love you

- heidy 1/27/04

Yo whats up 50?? You better than all the other rappers for sure. I konw every word to all your songs. I just wish that one day i could be a that nezxt whiter rapper. Peace..

- Justin 1/27/04

G-UNIT! whats up 50? i think you are one of the best rapers since pac i love your shit sometimes i'd like to rap like u i have been trying to rap ever since my first time geting locked up at age 12 i've been rapping ever since because of u i want to be a big time rapper like u peace

- karl spence 1/27/04

i love your music

- jr sharpe 1/21/04

If any of you had a clue, you would know this isn't a forum for the rapper, it's something that's supposed to be far more deep than that. You are allowed here to share your personal life story here. Something that none of you took the time to see. I invite those of you who come to this site to take a long look at what it's really about. You might find yourself moved.

- Amazed by you 1/18/04

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- H 1/16/04

he is dead

- johnnie 1/14/04

50 Cent you are so hot now,and the deffinition of gangsta.Nobody can top you. Your the greatest!

- Gina Mack 1/13/04

well im sorry bout the email add 50 cent waz tooken .well i have allways thought u r the greatest rapper of all time not all cause the lyrics or the rymes da hard work that u put into it.im notta wanna be i just wanna be a rapper.i have a hole book of lyrics that iv workd on 4 a long time not 4 da money or plessure foe da fun in it so for im reachin wat iv wanted 2 acomplish no ones gonna take that away.its cool im a white and and 11 years old and i think iv gotten pretty far. pleas call my house i just want to know how i can get through being white and rapping.call ok peace out 50 cent .2 let u know im a boy if u dident knodess

- Greyson Muotka 1/11/04

uhh...guys, this ISN'T about the rapper. Its a program to interview the average american. G-Unit has NOTHING TO DO with this posting

- carl blackstone 1/9/04

this is mike again and all u peeps who did fifty i aint threatning u just stop disin da man he will be at the top better than everybody else and i believe he can do it. he is better than all the others plus hes a true gangsta thats been thru alot in his life if yall actually read his biography

- mike 1/7/04

I ain't fiftys numba one fan in all but is my fav. u have been my favorite since u have first come out. I really enjoyed the song pimp. i hope i can really talk to u some day but....yeah right u to caought up in hoes and money lol. well good luck fifty take it to the top...Peace out pimp.

- mike 1/7/04

what up fify? ur cool shit ...ur my idle i know all word to all ur songs? im a white boy but god damn im pimpin...lol all these fake ass connecks man... like ja how can he be murda inc if he aint murda'd no one.. thats wack... well doed im might see u in the game some day we can do a record deal 2-getha ... im holla at ya layta man... keep it real... keep it gansta.. and keeping bringing in the cash flow .. aight layta fify... PeAcE..

JUSTIN a.k.a biggy J

- BiGgY j 1/4/04

Hey yow my GANGSTER NIGA wats crakin champ.
Im cumin ova soon man so make sure u let me hit da club wiv yow!!!
Got all ya albums love to catch up yow!!!
I think ud love me MAN!
L8R

- JEZZA 1/4/04

50 cent is my homie,if you wanna contact me and get some 50 cent pics

- kyle dowen 12/29/03

hey you are hot i like your songs my favirite is 21 quetions

- michelle 12/26/03

hey man i aint gunna be like these otha dumbass's and say im your #1 fan and shit but you are ma favirite rapper and have been since your second record i know your gunna go far man your gunna change whole game

- Drew B. from P-town 12/21/03

hey what up fifty
it's your home boy cosmo from gt.

- cosmo 12/20/03

50 Cent A.K.A is my favorite record and 4 those of u who got a problem with him can kiss my azz."Don't hate him cause u can never be him"that's the way I feel.I love u 50.
Sincerely,
DeShaunka
Renee
Jones

- DeShaunka Jones 12/15/03

fuck everybody that likes 50cent

icp 4 life

dark carnival is coming for all yall watch yuor backs its coming

- juggalo32 12/11/03

i think that 50 cent is shit i think everybody that is involed wit eminem is shit and everybody that likes that kind of music deserves to have the shit kicked out of them

- juggalo32 12/11/03

I like 50cent and g unit. I have a crush on gunit, I have a screaming crush on the one with the braids. He is so gorgeous and sexy everytime I think about him I scream so loud and I don't do this on purpose. I have pictures of him on my wall in my bedroom. I think he would be very shocked about me. I am happy that i am never on the news because i have had to be rushed to the hospital about 3 times because when I look at his picture I sream so loud that I faint. My voice is always hoarse. I am 23 years old and a virgin and I hope I break my virginity with that sexy light skinned man with the braids and gold teeth on gunit. My scream is so sexy that he would love me. I like him so much I think he is around me. This information that I have provided is very true, this is not made up and my name is also real. I am a little Chicago woman.

- Innocence Mcbrown 12/8/03

50!!!!!I'm yo #1 fan in da whole wide WORLD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Forget what everyone says I'm your biggest fan!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Ja rule smells like urine.Even MY MOM DOES NOT LIKE HIM!Come out with a new album.I heard your interwiew at www.50cent.com and g-unitsoilder.com
I knew you got shot in the mouth on "the new breed".I have only 2 albums including the "Bad Boys 2 album track#7.PEACE CURTIS JACKSON.OH...people say young buck is gay...but not me.g-g-g-g-g-g-unit.

- Jerrod Junior1 12/1/03

HAHAHAHAHA HELLOW MY FREIND YOUR SONGS ARE FANTASTIC...........................................................................................

- brady 11/28/03

i like 50's music, but his voice is too monotone. i get bored very easily with his music. ja rules music is harder, has better beats, and it makes you move. his new album blood in my eyes is sick. ja is not going to let 50 walk all over him. murda 4 life

- NAWSHIS 11/13/03

Hey 50 cent i love you so much. I believe i'm your number 1 fan. If you dont believe me you should take a trip to Dayton,OH to see my room. I got my covers spray painted with G-unit and 50 cent all over it. I know thats probably not a way to tell but if you can ask any question about you know and your past i can answer them. 50 you probably want get a chance to read this but if you do I want you to know that i love you and you are my rolemodile.

- Marnisha Dixon 11/10/03

50 cent i am the biggest fan of you and I love your work it inspires me to beilieve you can make it all the way if you try hard.

- TiffanyPayne 11/8/03

tell me the dame story for god stake

- joshass 11/4/03

g-g-g-g- unit.Iwant you to send me your NEWEST C.D.I LISTEN TO YOUR MUSIC ALL THE TIME.I think that u are the best rapper in the world ight.Yo nigga Ithink u are better than Jay-Z.

- jeb 11/1/03

2:50 Cent,

Hey, my name is LaShauna I don't know that you will ever read this. I want to think that you will. I have my heart on meeting you but sometimes I really want to give up. I will tell you that I have gone as far as getting the address of every recording studio there is in burbank, CA, I got a tip from someone that, that is one of the places that you have recorded at. so I went looking. I have gone to night clubs that I heard you where at all over southern california. I looked all over the internet for any and all information on you that i can read or get. I will honestly tell you that the minut i fell in love with you and your work is when i found out that you went to Andrew Jackson High that is because I grew up on Murdock and 211th that is right around the corner from there I went to P.S. 147 I have never really been so crazy about a rap or a rapper at that. I usually listen to more R & B but you lyrics reach out to people and me you can actually say that you have gone through what you rap about or what you talk about most rappers have had a good life growing up but you are different u tell the truth in your lyrics you tell your Real story. The only thing I will ask is that if you really do ever get this or read this is that can you please answer it back with just an e-mail because i know that you don't like to be bothered with people asking you to call or come see them all i ask for is a e-mail please. My e-mail address is PlayGrlPrincess1@aol.com
Thank You,
C. LaShauna .M

- C. LaShauna. M 10/30/03

hey we r ur # 1 fans u r da bomb r fave song of urs is p.i.m.p i love it i know like everything bout u ill tell u all the things i kno bout u (name) curtis jackson (nickname) boo-boo (age)23 or 24 (ithink u went 2 jefferson or jackson high u have a son that is 6 and his name is marques u r not going out witno1 ur fave song u did on get rich or die tryen was menymen u dont like ja rule (me either)

- kaitlyn and kendall 10/24/03

Do you love me 50 cents if you do come to my house i live that 62 Garden Terrace in Churc hill come to my house

- Jacqueline Lightner 10/23/03

I love50 centsit is so good i love so much

- Jacquelin Lightner 10/23/03

Hey 50 cent I love you so much you are the best thing that has came out. you are the sexiest rapper out. i love your voice and have all of your cds keep up the work and you will always be number one in my hart.

- samantha armstrong 10/23/03

50 cent probably been through sh1t and he MAYBE a gangsta, but he just another photocopy trying to make money off sh1t that's been said for the past 30 years in the "ghetto". So what he got shot, that makes him gone through hard times, bull! He don't know none of you and could care less he's just spitting records like every other GANGSTA to make some change to bull more booze, drugs and condoms. You all getting sucked into drama, like them old people watching soap operas in negroe mode, Ja is the same as 50, made up to make grease change.

- Andrew 10/21/03

i think 50 is the shit i love u and lloyd banks holla back

- jennie 10/16/03

HEY 50 ILL B TURNEN 9 IN LIKE 2 IN A HALF MONTHS AND I REALLY WANT U 2 COME 2 MY B-DAY PARTY I LOVE U AND ALL MY FREINDS LOVE U U WOULD B ABLE 2 DO LIKE A CONCERT ON THE POOL DECK AND U COULD GO SWIMMIN WIT ME AND MY FREINDS ITS NOT AT MY HOUSE BUT I DO HAVE A HUGE POOL BUT MY B-DAY IS IN WINTER AND MY POOL IS OUTSIDE THE 2 OLDEST PEAPLE THAT MIGHT B THERE R MY SISTER AND HER BOYFREIND MY SIS IS 19 HER BOYFREIND IS 18 THEY HAVE BEEN 2 1 OF UR CONSERTS AND I REALLY REALLY 1MILLION TIMES REALLY DID NOT THINK IT WAS FAIR I LOVE U MORE THAN ENY1 I KNOW IM YOUNG BUT WHAT IS THE DIFFERENSE IT WOULD B SO FUN AND U COULD EVAN BRING LIKE ALL UR FREINDS AND IXPESHELLY ALL UR RAB FREINDS IM HAVIN IT AT THE HOLLIDAI IN HA HA ITS LIKE THE SONG CHINGY SINGS I KNOW UR LIKE 23 OR 22 OR 24 BUT I WOULD REALLY LIKE IT AND IT ISNOT GONNA B A ALL GIRL PARTY ALL MY FREINS R LIKE 9 EXEPT 4 MAYB 4 OR 3 PEAPLE R 10 ALL I WANT IS 4 U 2 COME 2 MY PARTY I KNOW U WILL PROBBABLY B BUSY BUT COULD U PLZZ TRY 2 FIT MY PARTY IN 2 UR SCEDJLE ALL MY FREINDS ACT LIKE THEY R LIKE 15 INSTEAD OF 9 AND 10 AND I DONT KNOW IF U LIKE ALL THE ATENCHIN BUT IF U DONT THEN U WONT GET THAT MUCH ATENCHIN I SWARE I AM UBSESED WIT U I WOULDENT CARE IF U JUST CAME 4 10 MINS I JUST REALLY WANT U 2 COME AND THEN U COULD COME 2 MY HOUSE IT WOULD REALLY B ALOT OF FUN ILL NAME ALL THE PEAPLE IM INVITING NOW CIARA NATEA SAGE ERIC MARCUS JOUNY MAYB DILLEN DARREN WESLEY NAKEA SARAH KENDALL JAKKI KAILLY KAITLYN BRADLEY KELSEY TESIA AUTUMN AND TAYLER OH AND U COULD BRING UR SON MARCUS IM GONNA SAY SOME STUFF I KNOW ABOUT U (NAME)CURTIS JACKSON (AGE)23 OR 24 U GOT SHOT 9 TIMES U HAVE A PIECE OF BULLET IN UR TUNG U HAVE A KID NAMED MARCUS HE IS 6 OR5 YEARS OLD PLEASE WILL U COME 2 MY PARTY?????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????

- KAITLYN 10/14/03

HEY 50 I AM UR #1 FAN UR MY ROLL MODEL I LOVE U SO MUCH I WISH I COULD ITLEAST C U IN CONCERT BUT I WOULD RATHER C U AND TOUCH U I LOVE U SO MUCH AND I HATE JA-RULE MY FREIND SAYS JA IS HIS CUZIN I REALLY WISH I WAS MYA I HAVE EVERY ISSUE OF M MAGAZINES I HAVE POSTERS OF U ALL OVER MY ROOM I CANT WAIT INTILL U MAYBE MAKE A MOVIE IM KINDA YOUNG 2 LISTEN 2 RAP AND 2 LOVE SOME1 MY OLDER SISTER HAS SEEN U IN CONSERT I DIDENT THINK IT WAS FAIR AT ALL AND I HOPE U R NEVER GONNA BE A QUITER LIKE JA I LISTEN 2 U EVERY DAY PRETTY MUCH IM 8 YEARS OLD ILL BE 9 IN LIKE 2 MONTHS I WAS BORN ON DECEMBER 26

- KAITLYN 10/14/03

50cent cum to england and go to norwich and cum to fiddlewood to c me,i love u man,u r my idle
go go go shorty its ur birthday......

- james bradfield 10/10/03

50cent,wot can i say,hes the next 2pac.
i love him and g-unit
50 please make a new album

- james bradfield 10/10/03

50Cent is hot and whay better then Jay-z i love you 50Cent

- Jessica Dickason 10/6/03

IM THE BEST RAPPER, REMEMBER THAT JOINT, IT TAKES 2. THATS ME, 50 STOLE MY STYLE. FUCK 50

- ROB BASE 10/3/03

I want to big all the V.I Massive (Virgin Islands).......................Exspecially .....St. Croix

- Sheldon Sweeney 9/30/03

50, It got alot of girls writing you and saying that they love u and they lie because all they want you for is your money!They don't even know you but all they wish is that you can FUCK THEm so that they can claim the Pregnant. (K.B)

- Sheldon Sweeney 9/30/03

50, You're one of the best rapper. The first time i saw you it was love at first sight!

- Kiesha Benjamin 9/30/03

I mean interviewed.

- Karen 9/26/03

Hello....I was interview in Key West and stumbled upon this interview....I am still searching for the guy I never found.

- karen keltz 9/26/03

HI MY NAME IS CHANTELLE AND I GO TO HUDSON HIGH. i WAS WONDERING IF 50 CENT COULD COME TO MY SCHOOL AND TELL US ABOUT WHAT HE DOES. oF COURSE I KNOW HES AN ATRIST BUT I GUESS ITS FOR A GOOD CAUSE. YA SEE ITS FOR CLUSTERING. WELL CLUSTERING IS A DAY WHEN ALL HUDSON HIGH STUDENTS GET INTO GROUPS THAT INTEREST THEM. THE GROUP THAT IM IN IS CALLED ARTS/MUSIC WE DO COMUNITY SERVICES FOR LITTE KIDS. WE PUT ON PLAYS AND SING ITS ALL A LOT OF FUN AND 98% OF THE KIDS LOVE YOU MAYBE YOU CAN COME AND TECH US ABOUT WHAT ITS LIKE TO PERFORM?

THANX CHANTELLE

- CHANTELLE 9/24/03

Hey guys and chiefly girls out there, do you really think, 50 cents's going to read your shit?

I'm suprised my English is better than yours, cause I'm a native German. Never got to school, ey?

Have a nice time and try to behave.

greets

macolo

- macolo 9/22/03

50 is my dram i will meet him one of these days

- mariah 9/19/03

sup 50 me not to much juss tring to keep my self from walking in to trouble like you homes cause im a motha fucken P.I.M.P. YO 50 keep yo head up and keep rising playa pease out

- kellen red tomahawk 9/16/03

you fuck hot you dont for any one love youtake shit

- avina naran 9/15/03

hi u rock you hot i love you i wish i meet you llllllllllllllooooooooooooovvvvvvvvvvvvvvvveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee you

- avina naran 9/15/03

50 you are just off the chain 4 real shawty,i am so obbsesed with you it ain't even funny.Ja is lame.

- ciara4rmatl 8/30/03

hey whats up 50.......you the best rapper out there....you dont take no shit from nobody.....keep pimpin

ps. G -UNIT !!!!!

- Reid Ace 8/25/03

Hey 50, my name is Hale.I am 12 years old,you are my insperation. you have prooved to everyone that you can achieve your dreams.I have never experienced what you have been through, but I have been through a lot of stuff.I learned that people will try their best to put you down ,and I want to say I love you and keep doing your best.I love you.

- Whitney 8/20/03

yo 50 sup homs u rap is way up there ay. i rap too and u shit is the bomb. my dream is to be hangin rappers like yo and snoop dogg. cause yall the shit...keep it real blazin tha weed and living life to the realest peace...ima be the first and only rapper tru rapper in australia....im out
CUZ

- Nick 7/31/03

what's up 50?well I want to give you the love that you deserve.you are a great rapper.I love all your videos.specially many man.Ive been try to email ever since,but I couldn't find your website.now I finally foud one.I'm in 10 grade at miami edison high school'I dont do drug'dont smoke'dont drink.I want to ask you a favorite.you probably ganna think that I'M nuts.but I'm not.can you please make me rapper. that's my dream.I"m just try to keep myself from trouble.I be the lucky boy if reseave nmy email.please 50 I dont wanna make the same mistake my fater did.I really wanna do this. bless you your son

- joseph john peter 7/31/03

What's up 50?! Well I want to give you the love that you deserve. Your a great rapa. I know your busy and you probably want never read this but watch your friends and them haters. Be careful and stay up. If your lookin for someone that would be there for you when your rich or poor.Holla back at your girl Khadijah.You met me before in Hawaii 2003.I was that chic chillin with you in the Hotel.I was that bitch just chillin you knooow! I'm not a groupie just a chic lookin for a nigga like you, Real! I just can't find a man like that but when I saw you I was like damn I never seen a nigga like that since Pac.But if we ever encounter each other again I will prasue you like a dream.And I would prove that I'm that theral bitch you need.Holla back.Maybe not in this life time but the next.

- Khadijah 7/31/03

yo 50 you hott!!! heres truly your biggest fan. paece out playa???

ps
i luv the song u wrote
pimp and 21 questions that was an insperrational song playa

peace

- mike doughty 7/25/03

hay 50 cent,I am your #1 FAN I know you have a lot to do right but next year in 2004 will you please come to my 13 birthday party . all my friends will be there.if you have some thing to do next year and you cant make my b-day can i have 4 ticket to thing when you in dever and maybe you and the other people can stay at my house while your in denver please please please writeto me love sooooooooooooooooooooooooomuch!!!!!!!!!
address:
shaleda tripp
3375 pontiac st
denver,co 80207

- shaleda lee 7/25/03

hey 50 this is danielle again and I am your #1 FAN ur awesome I know you have a lot to do right now but can you come to my house and have a pool party with me and my friends we all love you soooooooooo MUCH my phone # is 208-424-8699 and my address is 1108 Broxon boise, Idaho 83706 please just help me fufill my dream :) if you can't just please give me a call when you have the chance to and write me and I will write you back

love,

Danielle
Gerhardt Boise I daho

- Danielle Gerhardt 7/24/03

hey 50 this is danielle I am ur #1 FAN!1 My walls are covered with you pictures and everything I know everything about you and you are hot to you are very nice I am only 13 but i love you!! i only have one wish and one goal in life my wish is that i can meet you in person and that I will go to your concert and be in the front row!!

- Danielle G 7/24/03

I love hearing a success story, from a seat in from of the T.V. Set watching BET awards, to the Center Stage of the awards, the next year, That is your Devine Benefit my brother,

- O.G. Mama/60 7/21/03

you're the best Curtis Jackson! AKA 50 Cent!
I love ur song 21 questions cuz if you was down and out i would still have love fa ya!If you flipped burgers at burger king HELL NAW I wouldn't be ashamed to tell my friends I was feeling ya!HOLLA AT CHA GURL! 1

- Janell 7/17/03

hey 50, what up player!! well the name AKA Pimp Queen representing Malden Mass. I love your songs, specially PIMP. yo, 50 you really know how to get down with business.(u know what i'm saying) Now you must be trying to stay away from alot of people who got love 4 ya. coz, you might think that they only love you coz you big, but it ain't always like that player.
we all got love for you even the haters.i myself wanna be in the music world you know doing ma think 2, i know it ain't easy but listen man after God you really give the courage not to give up and for that player i thank ya. you try to keep it real with everyone who wants to get to know you, unlike some other artist they always thiking fo the right thing to say, but you don't care. you just do your thing and fuck anyone who doesn't agree with you or hate you. you're a 2pack TWO...
keep on doing the good thing player, i'll halla back soon.
one love........Peace out.

- linda pierre-paul 7/4/03

Hey 50 cents you great, you are the best artist ever, 50, your songs have meanings, you have some thing to tell the world about your self, your life, your family. You got a reason for all your songs. The world wants to hear it. You got something to say before you die, and you don't have time to waste.

- dwoj 7/3/03

Hey, I have a very sad story that I will not want to think about, I am from Liberia a country in africa. My country is a very poor country. In liberia we the children have no rights. We get Knock, kick because we I children. I am free from all of that because I am in America, In this country I do know my rights and important in society. I have learn a lot thanks.

- Onesi,mus Jappah 7/3/03

I am in love with 50 Cents. I think he is a wonderful artist. His song 21 Questions is the bomb!! And 50, the answer to your question Would I be there to support you mentally is HELL YEAH!!!! I use to like Ja Rule untill he started player hating on 50. I lost alot of respect for him (Ja Rule) when he started coming at 50 like the weak punk he's acting like. I mean don't hate the player Ja Hate the Game!! Right now Ja you need to be thinking of how you and the Murder Inc. family is going to get out of this mess you all is involved in!! Maybe if you sign a real artist like 50, who earns his money through his work, you want have to take gang/blood money.

- RoslynWright aka Da Baddest Chick 6/30/03

hey 50cent all i want is for u to send me the lyrics to ur song 21 questions since i've been lookin for the lyrics to it everywhere n i can't find them so tell me where i'll find it or send me the lyrics or some shit aight well take care n i'm one of ur fans shit ur fine.

- Amalia gonzalez 6/29/03

50 cent what is your real name?

- coty 6/28/03

50 cents the hottest i know of. i have had it hard for quite a wile and listening to his shit put me back in line and i dont give a fuck about anyone or anything. thanks a lot hit me back jus to chat. love always lifes bitch

- GORDAN 24 FAN 6/26/03

I Think 50 cent rules. your the best dont ever change hit me back jus to chat truley yours ur biggest fan.

- Mary 6/26/03

I read somewhere that you are a Negro League Baseball Fan. Please contact me to learn about a very worthy cause concering former Negro League Baseball players or visit our site to learn more about us. I am a volunteer with the organization and a Negro Baseball Fan.

- G B 6/25/03

Stay up playr never give
up be all u can be
PEACE

- Vallene Bell 6/18/03

I LOVE YOU

- Rachael Paul 6/18/03

Hey Alexis Here again. I konw you are doing every thing at once. but can you come to my friends party! I live in Dayton NJ, 08810 1111 Blossom Cir South Brunswick.

- Alexis Cumberbatch 6/18/03

You are soo cute! I like what you do. Keep doing what you do best don't let anybody change you. Remember keep it real !!!!!

- Alexis Cumberbatch 6/18/03

I like 50 because he is one of tha bes rappas out thurr i also wish u tha bes of luck keep it real and stay on top never give up

- Tony Hunnicutt 6/18/03

I think 50 cent does good rimes

aso a 9 year old
rote this
JL

- colleen 6/17/03

50 cent is one of the greatest musician in the whole damm world and nobody and i mean nobody can be like him on lease if you think you have got the talent to be like 50 cent because it is going to be a very hard work for you to do. i always try to be like him and i also dress like him when ever i want to go out and mostly i alsi rap and i have mostly win all the raping awards. i also travel around the world and girls like me and i am not famous so i hope one day i will met you 50 cent i am going to be like you mr.

- KB 6/14/03

50 cents you're so fine! i love your song 21 questions!

- Shawty 6/14/03

Sophia hun - u need to learn some proper english!! - and 50cent is great

- epunks 6/12/03

AS FAR AS I'M CONCERNED DUDE COULD RAP KOO AND IS SOMETHING LIKE PAC BUT WON'T EVER BE AS GREAT.
I GIVE DA NIGGA PROPS FO COMING UP LARGE AND JUST WANT TO SAY SE YOU AT THE TOP.......

- D LOKS 6/11/03

50 cent just kept it real with everything and i respect that i love him so much he is so fine and sexy

- Ashley 6/11/03

I think 50 cents is the man and very cute.

- chantaley carter 6/11/03

Key West is a long way from home. I found my home on the docks of Lake Michigan. I may not have warm temps all year but I have my water. I can sail or walk on it at times. Indiana be a waive of grain but you can escape to the shores dreams.

- James Dean 6/10/03

50 cents is cute. He is fine.I love his songs espesially 21 Questions.

- Jocelyn Gonzalez 6/10/03

word is bond! 50 cent is gangsta, straight up. he betta den eminem, way betta den ja rule. he cam from tha ghetto, so he a tru thug, not like them wannabe's. imma b supporting 50 till tha day i die cuz he is tha best. holla @ chur gurl!
1~ if someone got something to say about 50cent u can see me rite now!

- sophia 6/9/03

Youza poptart sweetheart, you soft in the middle
I eatcha for breakfast, the watch was an exchange for your necklace

- Tony 6/7/03

Wad up dawg, ur da bomb but u ain't nuthing compared to tupac. he has gone through more shit than u have ... by the way y do u have to start n diss other rappers when u can stop and all the dissing shit, `one love one hiphop` peace out.

- eazy 6/7/03

50 CENTS IS BETTER THAN JAY-Z

50 CENTS IS BETER THAN JAY-Z

50 CENTS IS BETTER THAN JAY-Z

V50 CENTS IS BETTER THAN JAY-Z

50 CENTS IS BETTER THAN JAY-Z

- GURL 6/6/03

50 CENTS IS BETTES THAN JAY-Z

50 CENTS IS BETTES THAN JAY-Z50 CENTS IS BETTES THAN JAY-Z

50 CENTS IS BETTES THAN JAY-Z

- SEXY 6/6/03

i love 50 cents and think he is hot

- duhane from flemingo\u 6/6/03

50 cent can rap and all i aint gunna lie he is koo...but as far as the streets go that nigga aint shit. He has a song on his cd that said "if you get shot and run to the cops you not like me" and when ja stabbed him in the club he ran to the cops and got a restraining order on a nigga he aint supposed to be scared of. Also on mtv he told them he is a home body(meaning he stays home alot) But he put out a song talkin bout how u can"find him in the club". For all the tupac fans that nigga also had somethin to do with his death. Tupac was gunned down by a nigga named orlando anderson from the southside crips and 50 has a big ass southside across his back. 50 is always talkin about how he took as many shots as pac and in the song many men he says "almost shot me 3 weeks later he got shot down now its clear that im hear for a real reason cause he got hit like i got hit but he aint fuckin breathin" tupac was a blood along with suge knight and 50 is a southside crip. Tupac was born in new york. 50 is from new york. I hate Ja rule so dont get me wrong but there is alot of fake niggas in the music biz and that nigga 50 is one of them. u got anything to say e mail me at Ganxtakitty408@aol.com

- Tupacalipse 6/5/03

hey as u no every1 got somin 2 say.well this is wat i got 2 say i love fitty cent like he was my own.the song i love the most is ''21 questions'' that song is off the hook.i listen 2 that song every nite b4 i go 2 bed. THIS GOES OUT 2 50:keep doin wat u doin and keep ur head ^ and always rememba the G-UNIT!1 luv ya'll shorty

- shorty 6/5/03

love all ways

- ashley 6/4/03

hey 50 cent I love your songs

- michelle 6/3/03

yo yo your hot son hala My niga put many man in yahoo so I could Hear it ye

- Anwar 6/3/03

I Luv u! 50 your hott!

- Jessica Lemos 6/3/03

50 your the best ever!!!

- :) 6/2/03

50, KEEP DOING WHAT YOU'RE DOING. DON'T LET ANYONE STOP YOU. IF YOU TAKE ALL THE THINGS THAT YOU'VE BEEN THROUGH AND CHANGE INTO SOMETHING POSITIVE, THEN YOU'RE ALWAYS #1 TO ME.MUCH LOVE FROM US BAMA GIRLS.

- LADY REDD 5/29/03

whats popin 50 god i think u r so sexy and i want to suck your dick all today call me 3016815002 and iam over 18

- kishad brown 5/28/03

heywellireally dont have a story but i amdoing a student report on 50cent be for he became a rapper but i really cant get no information so if you have anything e-mail me

- stephanie 5/28/03

hey wats up well i think ur songs are sooo kool and that its the best song that has been bought out in a long time. keep the good work up and big kool songs out in the future

- lauren 5/26/03

Hey sup? i think your songs r sooooo goooooooood. do u write them your self?
if u do or dont plz e-mail me and tell me the truth

- Lipton 5/25/03

Hey sup 50 cent? i think u r soooooooo awsome. your songs r soooooo good. do u write them your self? plz e-mail me and tell me the true story.

- Nexiom 5/25/03

Hey 50. Wuz up?I think it's kind of stupid when over 1/2 of the people who write u tell u they love u when most of them have never even met u.Why don't u e-mail me and tell me what u think.Kick a.. see u latr

- Truthful 5/24/03

Hi,i'm 50 cent

- Maria 5/23/03

This is to you Tracy,am also in oklahoma,and was really at the show and at a good spot too, just because you have to suck Gotti's dick to get a ticket does not guarantee you a good spot at any concert,next time buy your cheap sorry skanky assself a better ticket and when you get in,remove the dick in your piehole,get off your knee and focus on the concert afterall that is what you paid for.L8TR AND HAVE FUN

- Tracy8er 5/16/03

50 CENT IS A SAINT FIRST
THE BEST RAPPER OF ALL TIMES...
50 UUMM,50 CENT
WHAT CAN WE GET FOR 53 CENTS?

YES, WE WILL PRAY FOR YOU AND WE WILL CARE FOR YOU AND WE WANT YOU TO WIN. WE ARE WINNING! STAY IN THE WORD.
LOVE
SAINT LISA
AND

- SAINT LISA 5/14/03

50 CENT IS A SAINT FIRST
THE BEST RAPPER OF ALL TIMES...
50 UUMM,50 CENT
WHAT CAN WE GET FOR 53 CENTS?

AND

- SAINT LISA 5/14/03

Somethin that I would like to share is that I am really in love with 50 cents 50 cent is my life and all I wanted to do was to go to 50 cents concert in Buffalo Ny and my mother said no I was very mad It would make me very happy if I could meet 50 cent in person to tell them how I feel about him not that it matter to him becaus he has plenty of fans but it matter to me to get it off my ches. I would do anything to see 50 in person Holla

- Kaneesha 5/13/03

well, all i can say is 50's da shyt!!! no matter what u or anybody else say, dat nigga sexy from da neck down!!!!!!!

- 50's old lady 5/11/03

they is not friends they is beefing so get it right next time

- shaneika havard 5/8/03

I LIKE 50 CENTS SONGS
JA RULE AND 50 LIKE EACH OTHER

- DUANE SANDERS 5/7/03

first gotta say that get rich or die trying is the best album ever

- DXL 5/7/03

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- 5/5/03

I found a parking space right next to a shiny red convertable, top down, black interior; and on the dash board were a pair of sunglasses with little diamonds in the wing tips of the glasses.
I got out of my car and seeing an older, rather dumpy looking woman who was apparently waiting for her ride to pick her up, asked her if she had ever ridden in a convertable. She immediately brighten and exclaimed that indeed she had. She was a teenager and the boy she went out on a date with, had that sleeping sickness, and when he brought her home from the date, he fell asleep on her front lawn. She said her Daddy threw a fit and told her she was never to go out with that guy again. What whould the neighbors think...the woman disolved into that young bobby soxer right before my eyes.

- Lilly 5/4/03

50 u will 4eva be my #1 and keep playin Ja rule out!GGGGGGG-unit

- rachel 5/4/03

Hey baby boy! WAS UP? me chilling in palmetto/Fl. Well all i want to say is that i'm 15 right now but you look good i know i to youg but maybe when time come around you and me might huk up. and i be at your show on MothersDay.So keep me in your mind that one day we'll be together I LOVE YOU. WITH Much love

- LiL Red 5/2/03

Waz up cuz? Shyt here bored bumpin your hits. You iz one of the tightest rappers out there. Dat shyt is funny when you roast ja'z azz. I feel ya in that aspect. You have some tight lyrics we all luv ya here in Detroit( Three one third). Yo shit gets me hype i just wanna thun and luv ya heard me? I'll Holla atcha later boi 1 luv and im out.

- Randy AKA Sparky 5/2/03

LOOK FOR THE MIDWEST RIDE ALBUM FEATURING THE HIT SINGLE "DOLLA BILLS MAKE CHANGE" A DIS TO G'UNIT SKANKS. YOU STILL MIDDLE MAN... SO YOU AINT' DOIN SHT. TAKE YA CHEEZE N GO BACK TO QUEENS....

- TRACY 5/1/03

50? WHATEVA... YOU EMBEZZLE YA FANS, EXTORT CHA CREW AND SMILE WITH A MISSIN TOOTH!! NOW... THAT'S EVIL.. 50 CENTS CAME TO OKLAHOMA AND GAVE A 20 MINUTE SHOW WITH LIP SYNCS. WE WAITED 2 AND A HALF HOURS WITH TICKETS BEGINNING AT 25.00/ AND THIS PUNK TOOK A BOWEL MOVEMENT IN OUR FACES. YOU'VE GOT THE WORST REVIEW IN OKLAHOMA, AND YOU WILL NEVER BE WELCOMED IN THE MID WEST LIKE YOU COULD.... BEST OF LUCK TO YA.... WE ALL GOT SONGS BOUT CHA NOW.. SO WHO'S THE WANKSTA?

- TRACY 5/1/03

Me and my friend Teddy wrote a song about Ja Rule dat we were wondering if u would like to use it. it is a murder inc diss. We are also lookin for a record deal and were wondering if you check us out and help us out.

- Teddy & Evan 5/1/03

i love u so much ihave pictures of u all over my room i took ja of my wall i kiss your picture befor i go to sleep wishing ican see u.

- kametra 5/1/03

whats up 50 im just writing you to let you know that your shit is real and that cool im from fresno you know how we put it down over here but keep making madd songs so that real gangsters can bump you know dog stay up homie keep it gangster im out g-unit

- anthony 4/30/03

50 cents i love you

- ashley jones 4/29/03

WHATZ UP 50!! HOLLA AT ME SOME TIME IM WORKIN ON GETTIN A RECORD DEAL SO U TRYIN TO HELP ME OUT HOLLA!

- Olivia aka shawty 4/29/03

I love 50 CENTS so much that I have had dreams that we were dating and we were really getting to know each other.I wish I really could meet him and just chill with him with no strings attached that would be my dream come true. But enough about me lets talk about him. I love his whole CD. I can listen to the whole thing all day with out skipping any tracks. Dr Dre and Eminem really really make a good team 50 cents.
Please email me I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!!!!!!!!

- Erica Weston 4/27/03

50 you are bitch

- eee 4/23/03

Hello "Mr." 50 Cent !!! and you are all that. I am professor of anthropology at The Borough Manhattan Community College,( Imagine that!)( I teach ethnomusicology-the study of all music around the world) Rap and hip/hop had not been my thing in the past, but between you and Tupac I am convinced that the medium is the message. I have been too busy getting "edjumicated" -lol-
but, between you and Tupac, you are going to force the whole world to pay attention to the brothers in the United States of Amerikkka.

Keep the message out there, don't stop...much love and peace to you and your family. Aazuli

- Aazuli Andrez 4/21/03

Hey 50 I know I already wrote to you but I'm just writin again to tell you ma story..I love you soo much and I wish you were ma daddy because I dont have one at this moment. The way you are with your son on T.V. I think is beautiful. You are someone special to me. I always watch BET just to see your video and all I think of is havin a father just like you. Love you always Graysha

- Graysha 4/21/03

50 Cent is the best rapper and the most best looking...I love you 50...your the best rapper out there...

- Graysha 4/21/03

This boy want to go with me what should I do.

- Diamond Young 4/21/03

I wantto go with this boy name Corey.

- Crystal Young 4/21/03

I JUST WANTED 2 GIVE MAD PROPS 2 50. I THINK THAT HE IS THE NEXT BEST RAPPER AFTER PAC. THERE HASN'T BEEN ANYONE OTHER THAN PAC 2 ROCK A NATION AND 50 HAS DONE IT. OH AND NOT 2 MENTION U LOOK DAMN GOOD AND UR BODY IS OFF THE HOOK. KEEP DOIN UR THUG THIZLLE AND STAY UP
MUCH LOVE AND RESPECT
PEACE
XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO

- SIMONE 4/21/03

OmGg I lOvE u 50!!Ur Da BeSt RaPpER n U LoOk SoO GoOoD!!I tElL eVeRyOnE uR mA hUsBaNd..lOl!!I lOvE u SoO mUcH!!U r ThA bEsTt!!I hErD dAt Ur GoNnA PeRfRoM iN SoUND fAcToRy MaY.9tH..DEf.GoIn
IgHt HoLlA bAkK!
I lOvE u<3
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- LaRiSa<3 4/20/03

I think you are my daddy. Because i look just like you.Everybody always ask me am im your daughter.I make straight A,S i am smart just like you.I wish i could leave my house and come live with you.IM 11 years old.Ihave your mouth,your ears,and your nose.I live in Orlando FL.My address is 2800 Moss Grove BLVD.I had a dream that you came to pick me up and took me back with you to New York with you.Please Email me back.I love you daddy and i hope you decide to come pick me up one day.And i forgot that everytime i get into a fight ,people tell me ,dawn girl you fight just like your daddy 50 cent.

- second 50 cent 4/19/03

wassup 50....i know wat u goin through and i doubt u gonna read this but i hope u do. U my favorite rapper. Im from queens too and the hood is a hard place to live in......keep safe....1

- Mike 4/17/03

A fifty your my favorite rapper great love for you

- K/doog 4/17/03

Yo FiFtY... dAyMn CuHz! U Lo0K gO0d... N i LuV yO sOnGz. I EsPeCiaLLy LuV dAh SoNg "21 Questions." ShIeT...i DiNk aBkOuT iT & i AsK mY mAn 21 QuEsTiOnS. fA sHo. DaNx My NiGg. BkY dA wAy... DaH cHiCc "It'Z me NoVa GuH" Or sUmThIn LiKe DaT... ShE cAnNoT fLoW n ShIeT cUhZ. i CaN dO a LiL bKetTeR dEn dAt NoW. HaHa. LoL!!! n E wHo... Im OuT cUhZ.

-DiCe

- LaYdE DiCe 4/15/03

Hey whats up my name iS jaquelin and a am form chicago and i like 50 cents a lot and am one if his fans and a got him all over my walls.A hope that one day a could meet him .I LOVE YOU 50 CENTS PEACE AND LOVE.

- jaquelin hernandez 4/11/03

dear 50 waz up yo my favorit singer in the world.how did you survive all of those gun shots you is a strong mo fo!! well email me if you can dog.peace out love alays homie.ggggg g unit.50cent my nigga

- pedro or pedrito 4/11/03

Dear 50 cents I think you are a great inspriration, not just because of your music but because you were given a second chance at life. Not too many people make it from gun shot wounds.especially 9 times. God left you here for a reason, maybe it was to get your life right or to bring someone else closer to him. whatever the reason was I hope that you continue to prosper and have a blessed life. Remember our biggest REWARDS ARE IN HEAVEN! Try to prepare for your aftermath life in HEAVEN! All this fame down on earth means nothing when you don't have JESUS on your side. I'll continue to pray for you! MAY GOD BLESS YOU AND BE WITH YOU EACH AND EVERY DAY OF YOUR LIFE!
NETTE

- nette 4/10/03

I reall love all of your songs 50cents you are one of my role models.I would like to be a respected artist like you but I am not getting enoug recognition because I am a black girl.

- Baby brown eyes 4/10/03

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- 4/9/03

i just wanna say big up ya self, ya music is hot king. just keep bringing it like that "real" ya see.

- sticky 4/7/03

i am 11 and i am 5ft 9in every where i go people think i am 15 or 18

- mario 4/1/03

I just wanna write you to tell you i love all your songs since they remind me of my cousin who just passed of a shooting and we miss him soooo much and i just thought about what you been through i just wanna thank you and your my favorite rapper and i love you

- Tiffany 3/18/03

i just wanted to write to u. but i just wanted to tell u guysfor making the song in da club.that song is pimp is the first time i here i pimp song finally i like a song like that one thanks ya

- German 3/14/03

I just wanted to write u and tell ya thanks 4 writing the song wangsta.
It's about time somebody let these people out here know they aint ganstas 4 real they fake they just wangstaa

- Nicole 3/14/03

First of all if you don't know what da name stand'z 4 look it up u feel me i'm a female who down and a future star of the world.. By the age 18 i'm capture the world wit my tight flo's and directing skill'z u feel me... Not 2 sound cocky but I got's to succeed which I know that'z gone happen I represent that dirty souf That is Ark the natural state, which is where alot of stars are gonna arise and put our state on the map big time fa sho.... I'm in the high school Freshmens fa sho...

I got some flo fo ya chek...

B-4 I state da name, i'mma fake da game, move to the left pentrate ya brain,den take ya fame, I cause major pain, Top Notch yo Nature name, don't hate da game, caz we fade ya game, do catch my drip we play the most dangerous game, get a good grip, caz we got bat'z and whip'z, jacks and clip's,belts and strips,don't disrespect diz clique.

- it'z me young nova 3/13/03

i was born on haiti,when i grow up i want to be a doctor or a rapper.

- greguy celestin 3/11/03

welive in a small town called naugatuck ct n we would like u to come to are school named City Hill Miidle school we would love it for u to come i love u my home dowg i love u peace mah boy lots of luv

taylor + samantha

- samantha +taylor 3/7/03

hey 50 whats cracken? i just be chillen, but anyways yous dat nigga! All dem wanksta niggas out there haten on u,but like u said let dem hate cuz dat moneys gon pile up! I've been on u for a minute now before all these stunten ass muthafuckas even heard of u! I wouldn't mind meetin u! I know u like biracials well I just happen to be biracial wit long brown hair, green eyes,and i got it in all the right places you'll see me when u go to Pittsburgh,Pa i will have back stage passes cuz ur worth all my chedda! i'll see u boo or u can just holla at my e-mail and we can talk bout exchangin numbers and pics love u boo and keep on doin what u do & if u holla back i might flow for you Misty

- Misty Brindle 3/7/03

i had heard of 50 cent before but after watching his DVD it mad me respect him more then what i did at first. i would do anything that i could posably do to meet him. I'm in love with him no not his money just him. i myself could be that girl to answer his 21 questions. yes kurtis i wrote the song again just like you do but in my own version.yeah if you fell off i want still love you and i would be there for you mentally and physical if you happen to get shoot ,no i wouldnt be ashamed to tell my friends if you worked at burger king, i ll be there to ride, and if you wrote me hell yeah i would write back, i wouldnt laeve you if someboby found out you was thuggin, and i would want our bond to be tight, i respect you so much for speeching your mind that i'm scarced if you but im so in love that i cant let that get me down. next week im getting your face spray painted on my jean jacket for your concert in DC i hope i meet you there'

I love Kurtis

- Ebony Hawkins 3/4/03

I am so in love with 50 cents. I will do anything to be in his arms. My room is full of 50 cent posters, interviews and etc. If I have the chance to meet him I will f***ing die. I am so in love with 50 cents then m,y own boyfriends. If I marry him i will want to have two kids and be at his side at all times.Also I will kill whoever shot him and that is on mommmas. ! got 4 copies 4 copies of each CD. Plus people be trying to burn his songs off of the internet and I don't like that S*** and evry burn cd I seen I broke it. If 50 cents asked me to do something I will do it without hestitation. I even have a dog name 50 cent. Also we have the same last name and my boyfriend is name Curtis. Isn't that a combination. I have an custom made underwears and a jacket of 50 cents.

- PAULCHONDA JACKSON 2/27/03

I really do like 50 cents as a matter of fact I love me some 50 cents. I think he could be the next Tupac. He is very talented. If I could I would buy 100 of all his albums. He also has an album from being an underground rapper.I sure am glad he decided to introduce his-self to us. Me I'm working to be a rapper I want to be the youngest female rapper you don't really see any people my age rapping aspecially girls. I know alot of girls that want to be rappers just to scared to start out from the bottom, and thats the best thing about it you start from the bottom and move to the top. 50 cents he is a great rapper because he doesn't hold in any comments for nobody he speaks his mind thats what I would do. I wouldn't be scared to hold my tounge instead of bottling it in let it out and 50 has proved that you don't have to hold in anything for anybody they ain't special. 50 cents acts as if there is no fear in the world it is like he is excepting death if it comes for him if it is time then he'll go.My lyrics are just like his I want to do what I do best I rap on some of my brothers albums he has his own studio he had dreams and now he sells his albums in the stars and he has all kinds of money I've been rapping since I was 3 years old. I'm very talented and if anybody tries to stop me they are gettin ran over because I ain't stoppin for nobody. The can't stop me I will always continue to do what I do.I mean I'm 14 years old and already done been shot at, beat by family, stabbed, that why I have control of everything now I learned why they were that way towards me and I just took charge I'm saying I'm not going to let it happen anymore. I started to lift waits ,fighting boxing,I mean like things like that so I could fight back. I used to let every and anybody run over me but not anymore you got something to say I'm going to stand up for myself.

-Dentrah whitted 2/26/03

- Denetrah Whitted 2/26/03

i think that 50 cent is going to be the next tupac beacuse he is a great rapper.

- carmen 2/25/03

i just wanted to write to you because you inspier me and I'm planing on making a rap album

- willie vallee 2/25/03

i just wanted to write to you because you inspier me

- willie vallee 2/25/03

sorry about the cut off in my first entry. i tried to write where i left off but i didnt show up on there? anyways i was saying that i love to write. My moms english proffesor out at the college read all of my poems my mom wanted to brag i guess, and he told me, when i was 13, and i quote(i wrote in my journal what he said thats how i remember) "you area brilliant writer! Your poetry is addicting! I recommend you never let such a talent be lost. Ms.(last name), you write like you are a very educated elder trapped in a 13 year old's body. Your poetry is not naturally in the imagination of a thirteen year old. You write as if you have experienced death yourself. and normally I expect to find happy ever after endings, in a poem of a 13 yr. mind but not your are more real. like they live..." and I have never felt more admired and actually noticed. Though one day i Was in mcdonalds with a b-ball team friend, and a lonley old stranger man kept staring at me as if he had seen for the first time. so, before we left he had stopped me and said that no matter the mood of the environmement i am in, all i have to do is smile as the whole room will light up and smile along with me. quote. touching words just stick in my head. i hadnt any thought in my head but i wanted to cry. only my strong pride didnt let me. i smiled and thanked him and went on. Why i didnt let that open my eyes and see that the more involved with drugs and shit i become, the less and less i will be able to actually truely let the million doller smile shine. i know that is why people turn to me for a happier setting for whatever situation were in. i never realized that maybe people really do like me and look up to me as the mature, happy one. i never seen how kids adored me until after that day. One of my grandmothers died when i was in first grade. she told my mother after i was just born that i was the specail one, like no other and to not let any thing ruin my life and the good it has to be. Ihave helped people through near impossible times, only because i drooped all the world to talk and listen and tell them life is full of new adventures and gateways out of hellacious obstacles, you just have to realize that this one time in your life isnt your whole life. never forgotten but overcome. please people think about that. I do realize that i am only 16. lord knows what can happen in ten minutes or in 10 years . for all i know my parents,dad, will walk into the front door and tell me he knows about my drugs and secrets, and just beat the hell out of me. Such a hipocrit he is. when i was five he beat the hell out me, first and last, because my best friend and our families were also great friends, was black. i had believed that colored people were nigers because of my relaions bad vocabulary habits of what they called jokes. I asked her of corse the time period we were in she delt with alot of racism and was offened but i am native american and went through the same shit in grade school so now i see why , but it embarrased my dad and he didnt explain why it hurt her, i was way mature for my age, so i guess he thought i had known, but in stead he put welts and bruises on my legs. being mature has nothing to do with learnig from day to day. if you think what your tought/hear is true that is what you assume to be right. but what about assumptions. and today and years ago, after those friends, he believes that i am a niger loving bitch! once has he called me that but it sticks. and he questions me on why i hang out in a mall full of"nigers". How i LOATHE/hate that word. i wish that i could show every one who says that words or claimes to be a NIGA would stop and realize that it has various meanings dont use it unless you know what you are truely saying to another. two days ago he said he has never hit mom or us 3 kids. and that what he said to me about the"nigers" that morning(the mall thing i went on a date to evensville or as my dad says nottin but nigers) wasnt true! but dad, what about the time you hitme me for asking a girl in just curiosity if she was a niger. he lied and contridicted every thing that he believeshas ever happened. my mother is likely to beat the hell out of him for his coldness. but 'LOVE STANDS IN THE WAY. althoughshe broke his jaw. every fight and hit and word my eyes have witnessed. and every memory is as vague as yesterday. This is why i dont take shit from guys wanting to 'HIT IT' or who are to nice to be true and this is why i am as strong as i am. My family fueds have only strengthened my will power. But, how ironic i say this and sit here in regretwhile all along i am geeked or high as you say, and have been since the first letter ive written on this screen. it goes to show that you only do so much you say and the rest is only what you wish you could do. i can quit but i am moving, leaving the place my life begun, for good. then i choose to start over, but for now, until july, i choose to do whatever the day brings me, for it will be last days of my old self and the first days of another. do not take anything i have said to be all of my problems, dont read this and think"that is nothing" because if you only knew how much shit i have been through to have life outside of life at home in the three years of living here. and girls i take birthcontrol, but that does not give any one the excuse to call you a slut, and have you ever said well age is just a nmber! because if that were true then stop and think about this one,if you say so about your age, then how do you count your life, or where do you stop when you have reached a certain point in you "nimbers"so dont let any one to say "youll only be 16 or etc once in your life,because next year youll only be 17 once then you look back and realized you fuckedup a once in a life time chance to live that age you were. believe i hate and regret how i lived from the last months of my fifteenth year, and the first months of my 16th. youll say man i wish my16 was as sweet as i dreamed. you know what i did, i did crank. and was going to do ecstacy and shrooms to, but thanks to a door that said im tired and hungry, i felt i needed to just stop and live,and i slept throughthe chance i had of killing my self. and you wouldnt even know that i existed i love to listen to rap, every ryhme spoken tells a story, but you have to want to listen or youll hate rap like my father those kind choose to think thay are the only ones that live lifes story, and do not take what i have said about drugs and consider they are good because you loose weight, they are your life yoou body is feeding on itself, and your are killing that person you used to truely be, nothing will bring back my old self, and i kick my ass every day and hate the one who gave it to me,they let me try crank, snort it smoke it, and i only di it to lose weight but i am lucky to remain to lookas healthy as i have always most all are not as fortunate as i have been to not get in trouble when every one around me got busted and my name wasnt thought of, or to not have thier rep. ruined, most all never eat or sleep but fortunatly i have gained will power from not needing the hands offered to me. then i only feel pitied and weak, to make my self remain as healthy as possibe, sleeping and eating are not a luxery they are a need. take your life for granted but dont destroy. i continue to help others who r fucking up like me, and i need helped. but im still not taking the offers when i get them. i have goal, in 2 year ill be 18, im entering the airforce, i have the brains and stamina, i hate to quit something i love, so quiting is not a choice once im in i will train for OCS which is an officer. i continue to climb for that goal because i said that i can and because some dont think i can. but in order to accomplish my goal i need to straighten up. how i have contridicted my self in this story, if i have such will power, then why dont i use it to put an end to my hell of a life im living right now? To 50 cents, i can not compare my problems with any of all on this website, and i will not say that i relate to yours cause i dont, and never will, granted you have been shot at(smile), because we all seem to handle these problems we face in different ways, if i say i hate my shitty life, i bet every one will think and assume various reasons to y i said that or just think oh please! But i respect you for sharing that even the most publisized and hidden person has problems that can somehow help and relate to others.i bet no one would have guessed that you have done a serious drug to the point of your life being at risk 24:7 no offense but you see that is what "i" assumed when you said that you done crack. i just love the fact you share a problem that i have to live around and with every day as well as many others. to those who dont care or relate then dont try to. Ihave heard so many times that you should live life like it is your last second. I used to, then i realized taht the seconds are still passing and taking away a chane that you might have had to change,

- erica's story 2/18/03

i have a nac for poetry. oh sorry i hit enter too soon. Im thinking to fast for my self to comprehend with my fingers. Another side effect. any how when i was 13 a college proffesor said i wrote like i had been a very mature realistic adult in a 13 year old body. Quote. I write about death and how much my life sucks . but dont misuderstand, they arent as gloomy as they sound. maybe i will tell that story another time. before i mentioned weight. i used to cry because i had a pouch bigger than most. I didnt let magazines or models get to me, I know better to believe they are naturally beautiful, hell they probably do drugs too! ha one day i just looked at my self in the mirror, i was in a dress that fit me a year before. i hadnt changed exept the fact that i had gained about 15 to 20 pounds. but take to mind i played basketball, was a cheerleader and play football for a boys/girls club, and i was always running through the mountains playing dirt hill tag, it was a very steep hill that you had to run across or become it, anyways, then we moved from tennessee, my life long home to shitty stae of flat lands, cenral US illinois! and, to a small town where every one knows every one. so i became depressed for my first yearof being here. i have been sick for 3 years exactly. sine the first month i moved here! its hell but make my own satin out to be my life and the bullshit it brings me. When i used to say NEVER i learned real fast that never is a lie, because after i found out crank could drop 20 pounds i did it but only to lose weight. at first it wasnt bad. then the cops got involved. Thanks to my friends and my non suspicious appearence, i wasnt even thought of. My best friend has drug counceling now. Her reputation went from ok to skanky whore. But in the eyes of my providing frinds and I. We have a thing called lifesavers at my school. They listen to those who need to talk to teens on their own level other that an adult or their parent. I need that person whom i can confide in. But the only one of the lifesavers in my school that has went throughthe same exact shit as I is now in rehab, and talking to yourself gets old, I am a lifesaver. i believe its my life i should save but being there for people is nice. my best frind understand but on a different level. she there with me everyday and still doesnt know the true me. She is a year younger than me and i feel she dominates. though Capricorns dominate over all, i do not dominate over her. or any one in that matter. people look up to me i have a popular reputation and fit in any where i go. people say no matter the mood the surrounding is in I smile and so does the ones who dont know how. A direct quote from a lonely old man stanger at mcdonalds. I wanted to cry. but no one has seen me cry and the only that can make me is my father and my reflection. My grades are fucked. my trust is gone, people still see the good cool fun girl at school but how? at my lifesavers retriet i stated " the only reason i am only seen smiling and in the happiest of moods, is too hide the fact i am nothing more than a sad alone girl, waiting for someone to see through me." but htey never will. Thyen i made my group leader cry with my words of truth that moment. From that point i realized that not one soul knows who you truelly are, ever. No words can describe the bullshit you all have went through. To 50 cents, I respect you for your opening to the world and i will not sat that i relate because every indivisual handles the same problem in a different manner. i write, draw and cry when i think of how i have f*ucked up. Oh i can change, i have a whole life of unmarked memories, i am only 16, but the 3 years ive lived here has been the first 3 years of my life. here i have discovered new things and if it were someone else, How would they take it. sure as hell not like i have. for the first time i have reached what i thought was an impossible goal, to feed the world my shit,even if those among you dont get how i have been so blind and not seen that just one small decision can make the difference, i say to you, live in me, and youll know but you never will, so, only words will do for now. Ihave such a strong will power that i can say no to every thing that involves a change, But, how ironic that my will power hasnt overcome drugs and oh i shoplift, its easy and cheap. but not good. NEVER

- erica's story 2/17/03

i have a nac for poetry. oh sorry i hit enter too soon. Im thinking to fast for my self to comprehend with my fingers. Another side effect. any how when i was 13 a college proffesor said i wrote like i had been a very mature realistic adult in a 13 year old body. Quote. I write about death and how much my life sucks . but dont misuderstand, they arent as gloomy as they sound. maybe i will tell that story another time. before i mentioned weight. i used to cry because i had a pouch bigger than most. I didnt let magazines or models get to me, I know better to believe they are naturally beautiful, hell they probably do drugs too! ha one day i just looked at my self in the mirror, i was in a dress that fit me a year before. i hadnt changed exept the fact that i had gained about 15 to 20 pounds. but take to mind i played basketball, was a cheerleader and play football for a boys/girls club, and i was always running through the mountains playing dirt hill tag, it was a very steep hill that you had to run across or become it, anyways, then we moved from tennessee, my life long home to shitty stae of flat lands, cenral US illinois! and, to a small town where every one knows every one. so i became depressed for my first yearof being here. i have been sick for 3 years exactly. sine the first month i moved here! its hell but make my own satin out to be my life and the bullshit it brings me. When i used to say NEVER i learned real fast that never is a lie, because after i found out crank could drop 20 pounds i did it but only to lose weight. at first it wasnt bad. then the cops got involved. Thanks to my friends and my non suspicious appearence, i wasnt even thought of. My best friend has drug counceling now. Her reputation went from ok to skanky whore. But in the eyes of my providing frinds and I. We have a thing called lifesavers at my school. They listen to those who need to talk to teens on their own level other that an adult or their parent. I need that person whom i can confide in. But the only one of the lifesavers in my school that has went throughthe same exact shit as I is now in rehab, and talking to yourself gets old, I am a lifesaver. i believe its my life i should save but being there for people is nice. my best frind understand but on a different level. she there with me everyday and still doesnt know the true me. She is a year younger than me and i feel she dominates. though Capricorns dominate over all, i do not dominate over her. or any one in that matter. people look up to me i have a popular reputation and fit in any where i go. people say no matter the mood the surrounding is in I smile and so does the ones who dont know how. A direct quote from a loney old man stanger at mcdonalds. I wanted to cry. but no one has seen me cry and the only that can make me is my father and my reflection. My grades are fucked. my trust is gone, people still see the good cool fun girl at school but how? at my lifesavers retriet i stated " the only reason i am only seen smiling and in the happiest of moods, is too hide the fact i am nothing more than a sad alone girl, waiting for someone to see through me." but htey never will. Thyen i made my group leader cry with my words of truth that moment. From that point i realized that not one soul knows who you truelly are, ever. No words can describe the bullshit you all have went through. To 50 cents, I respect you for your opening to the world and i will not sat that i relate because every indivisual handles the same problem in a different manner. i write, draw and cry when i think of how i have f*ucked up. Oh i can change, i have a whole life of unmarked memories, i am only 16, but the 3 years ive lived here has been the first 3 years of my life. here i have discovered new things and if it were someone else, How would they take it. sure as hell not like i have. for the first time i have reached what i thought was an impossible goal, to feed the world my shit,even if those among you dont get how i have been so blind and not seen that just one small decision can make the difference, i say to you, live in me, and youll know but you never will, so, only words will do for now. Ihave such a strong will power that i can say no to every thing that involves a change, But, how ironic that my will power hasnt overcome drugs and oh i shoplift, its easy and cheap. but not good. NEVER

- erica's story 2/17/03

i am 16. what else can you say. you probably just now assumed many things, or thought you can relate how i might feel at this moment. I am the only 16 year old virgin that i know. And still i manage to keep up with every other dangerous risky adventure my frinds take.we can take a trip and never leave the house. Not that sex would be such a crazed adventure.Atleast not compared to the shit i have delt with the past few weeks, maybe months. My frinds and i are into drugs right now. but although alot say this, I AM NOT an addict to methamphetamines. Though i have not yet quit them after starting the summer of 2002. I do them because, hey, why not? Sure they f*ck up your life, most definately get you no where, but my life was f*cked the day i started my period. Or started growing breast in the second grade. Now, when hardly no one knew i done drugs, excluding the makers, everyone will. I always say, "Cant do them if they dont make them. But who's going to quit making money, and who's goin to quit spending it. Although i dont spend shit. my best friend and I are good friends with the maker. Hell, maybe one of us are his lover. Not I. Still a virgin, remember? I am sick and tired of guys just waiting to see who gets to "hit it" first. Big tits, perfect size, as they say, for my structure, if i lost any more weight at all i would look sick. but its not like i exercise it off. Although every day i had basketball practice then some games. I sleep and eat just so i dont look like those who appear to have done crank longer but actually have just started. This whole hell of a town is nothing but gossip, nosy old people and methlabs. To beat it all my father is great friends with everyone including a cop. But I believe he does it too. He has the same look to his eyes as i do after a few long days of no sleep and work. in my case school. Besides, i know his ass works and it sure as hell aint for free! My friends arew getting busted all around me. only my mother has suspected me of doing them "again" i told her when she asked. i will not lie to the one who understands me the most, my only true best friend ill ever have, my mother. My father on the other hand, has eased off a little after my sixteenth birthday, but still im a slut if i leave the house, go figure. once before i lost all of my weight, another story, my jeans rubbed my inner thigh raw. well my drill sergeant father, always right, just knew i had sex and i was walking in that manner because i was sore. he swears up and down im not a virgin even after my obgyn. said it was definate that nothing forgiegn has touched me. Hell, a f*cking tampon hurts, a teen slim! how is a lay going to help ease my srtess. Im hypoglycemic, border line of small form of diabetes, I have broncular asthma, the smaell of beer makes me puke, but i cant do anything but be around sweets smoking foils, second hand smoke, cigs arent my thing. and alcoholism is hereditary, and im known to hold my liquer, with out a hang over. and i do crank almost every day. there has been times that i have been clean for almost a month, without any want, which i believe addiction is pshycological, and my best friend says she does it only because its there but i can tell she needs it to stay in what her body now has adjusted to be normal, and not bithchy. but i did become lethargic and when i dont sleep, sleep deprevasion is a bitch. hallusinations visions of you, probably if your freking, dying. I am telling you its no life. its not that it wasnt fun was at first ,but what wrong doing isnt, but it f*cks your life in the ass. once i was an honor roll studsnt i now have an f in Eng.IIA. The only class that i can write freely. The only class i can shine. I love wriit. It comes naturally. Just like now i can be so touching or just personal, like now. W

- erica's story 2/17/03

Germany is a great country

- Stalin 2/16/03

I had some misconception about American that every single American respects the privacy and rights of other people.I have recently experienced in my wrok place which proved it is absolutely misconception.He is the fourth position of the store and usually wrok as a incharge in evening.He talk nicely and wrok smartly might be he consider himself a good gentleman.I wrok under him. My position is entry level. It is on Thursday night around 12:15am while I had completed my duty and received my weekend check and rush to diposit into the ATM,which is with in the store bulding.He the incharge came behaind me. As soon as I complete my diposit process and Iwas getting my receive slip from the machine he forcefully grabe it and read it. I don't know what sort of manner he was showing.This action might be recorded in the store tape but I can't tell anything against him. The reason what I realize is there is no respects of privacy and rights in side the country. While he is college graduated person . I don't know what rest of people do ??

- Ang Chhiring Sherpa 2/15/03

i'am just a fool in Holland who has decided to do triple life or get rich lol feel that? not giving a wva

- UGO 2/14/03

when i was young i had moved to live in with my grandmother

- jarrell samuels 2/10/03

My brother and his lovely, relatively newly married wife, Holley, died December 31, 2002 in a car accident on a mountain road in Krabi, Thailand. They got married over two years ago in Atlanta, Georgia and then moved to London where he accepted a new job posting. On weekends they liked to exercise. They both rode bikes. He also enjoyed running marathons in pleasing places, like summertime in Prague, and she tagged along. They often traveled to ice hotels in Sweden or to South Africa or Sri Lanka or almost anywhere else on the globe. Always smiling and engaging friends and strangers alike.

I found an unexposed role of film in his luggage when they finally brought the remains back to the U.S. for the funeral services. We developed it, and found a lot of pictures of them enjoying and exploring the main roads and back roads of Thailand. In this one picture in a rural village he and some children gathered around and operated a wooden grain grinding machine, just laughing. I love it.

My brother is one of the folks first folks interviewed in Key West on the 50 cent video clips found on this web site. His name is Michael Sandri.

- Joe Sandri 1/23/03

i am in the sith grade and i go to madrona k8 it is a lot of fun

- erica hoard 1/23/03

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- marcell 1/22/03

i quisha live in rochester ny and i have one liltte baby girl and she is one and i am haveing a baby girl. and she will be born on 4/2/03 yes my mom is still liveing i dont see my dad like that. but i have a brouther and he love 50 cents. but i love you more.for get all about then p.h.d they just dont like you. 50 baby i love you!

- quisha 1/18/03

Living in an art deco studio apartment in South Beach/Miami with my two dogs, Poco and Emily. They are beagles born up in Michigan. I think they miss the snow and chasing deer in the great outdoors. They are now urban apartment dwellers, and only go outside 3x a day when I walk them. Lots of people have dogs in South Beach-- it is trendy. My apt. building has 1 or 2 dogs in almost every unit. There's a whole dog owner subculture. We go to the "bark park" after work and our dogs all play together. My dogs' greatest joy is to track and chase squirrels in Flamingo Park. But due to the leash law, I have to run with them after the squirrels!!!

- Helen 10/1/02

Where to start...well, I'm 53 years old and I'm not sure what I want to do with the rest of my life. I just left a job, through mutual consent with my employer and I'm a bit rudderless at this point. Like most mid 50 year olds in my situation I became a consultant. This has lasted about four months and what I've discovered is now I am self-unemployed.

The job I left was very stressful with long hours. It was beginning to affect my health and my relationship with my wife. Now I'm regaining my health and re-establishing my relationship with my wife but rapidly running out of money. We are forced to sell our dream home that I built and move on to the next chapter in our lives, but I've got to tell you .. the stress is still there. My wife has suggested that perhaps I have lived with stress for so long that I don't know how to disengage. Of course, leaving a well paid stressful job for a no-pay life with the same bills does add quite a bit of stress on it's own.

It's a bit difficult to be at this age and not know what I want to be when I grow up. Perhaps I should concentrate on growing up first, then maybe I will just "be". Or, on the other hand, at this late point perhaps I should try and discover what my real passion is in life and develop a life around that.
Lot's of questions.

- Dave R. 9/27/02

I am from st. croix and was at the carnival village with my good friend Frankie. We were having a good time and I talked to a lot of girls. Frankie brought along a pencil and a paper for numbers. Phone numbers of course. Later on in the night I saw a friend by the name of Reisha. I knew her from school because of Frankie. Next to her though, I saw this 4"11, cute, extremely shy latina girl. I am a black 18 year old boy(I was 17 at the time) and I don't have any problem with interracial coupling. I happen to love boricuas. I asked her for her number. She declined at first, but then she gave me. I didn't think much of her then because I don't go off looks, but when I called her she took my heart away. She is so shy and beautiful I can't resist. I can't forget the first time we went out alone to the movies. Her mother came up to me and said to take care of her. She also asked me if I knew she was 14. I didn't. She said she told me a different age the first time we met so I would still talk to her. That surprised me mainly because she is so mature I would have never guessed.(and she's a virgin!). We became the best couple you can imagine. I plan to make her my wife. I will make her my wife. I love her. I can picture her pretty smile when I show this to her. I was thinking of making this a proprosal, but I am only 18 and she is only 15 and I can't wait until she is 20 before I show her this because I might forget. Jessica this is for you. I love you and I want you to be with me for ever. Tu eres mi amiga, mi novia, y mi vida. Te amo mucho mami. I love you.

- Philmore Mills 9/13/02

at 15 u never really expect to loose ur best friends to death let alone suicide. i had been best friends with my friend for like 8 years and we spen devery secnond of the day together and couldnt have asked for a better friend. life as a teen is hadr enough without males adding trouble to ur life. my friend was madly inlove wich seems weird for a 15 year old but she knew what she felt and it was LOVE alright. depression took over her life and she just wasnt ibnterested in anything no more. Best friends always have fights, but if i had of known this was gonna be our last week today i would have spent it having fun not fighting. the day i was going to appologuise to my best friend i was informaed tht she committed suicide. i was shattered, i had never felt so much guilt in my life, it hurt me soo much and i was in so much shock and wouldnt believe it. i spend a week and a half in bed. i refused to get up or eat anything. all i wanted to do was lock myself away from the world. today it has been 4 months since my friend comitted suicide and i still feel partially responsible for her death and miss her alot. my life is never going to be the same because i now not only lost a best friend i lost my s ecurity to life. some mornings i wake up and feel soo alone and soo hurt inside. i now no how she felt, all the hurt in her life and the depression she felt i now feel it all. i dont blame her for what she did i just wish that i could have helped her and not let her down and betrayed her as a friend. with suicide the thing is u will always be left wondering why and what if this and that. this has tought me a real lesson in life and that is nt ot take advantage of ur friends and always be there for them no matter what happens in lofe.

- candace 9/9/02

testing int 50$

- alan 4/16/02

Some people are in the process of being married. Some are, as Alex Chadwick put it, "in the process of not being married." I was in the process of being divorced for four years. Long story. Sometimes it just takes awhile to get the paperwork to.. well, work.

It was an amiable divorce. In fact we're still friends. I understand this is a rare thing, and most people wonder why I still talk to her. It's like she's my third sister. I have two sisters from blood, and one sister from marriage. I love her now, and appreciate her more now that we're not married than I think I ever properly did when we were.

Now, I'm in the process of no longer being married. And that in itself is an adventure. I've learned something I wish I knew when I was 17: when you want a woman, they can tell. They read it as desperation and avoid you like a plague. When you don't want a woman, you can't fight them off with a stick. As long as I want a woman, I can't get one, but when I don't want to get involved, it's like women can smell that and they come running like sharks.

So for me, right now, being in the process of no longer being married means trying to find that state of mind where I really, honestly, sincerely don't want a woman in my life. Why? Cuz I haven't had sex in almost a year and it's startin' to bug me.

- Zach Garland 5/19/01

My story is about a girl who loved to party and date older men until one wrong move changed her life forever.
this girl was 13 when she thought her life was the most perfect life a teenager could ask for when she met a older guy and he wasn't all she expected him. they was happy and cheerful at first having to hide stuff from her parents and seeing each other only very few times a week.things were going good until her boyfriend overdosed on several different types of drugs.the first place he went when he came out was to see her. they were still happy together and then the summer came and the two decided to go and have the girl put on birthcontrol. when they went up there they had no thought that anything was wrong they just thought they would be in and out.but she got her finger pricked took one pregancy test and was sitting there waiting on the nurse to come back in and when she did things were not so good n-e-more the nurse set her dowmn and told her the pregancy test turned positive. she was terrified and ashamed for she was not going to tell her mother until week or so but when they got home her mother asked her how it went and all she could say was nothing and the mother got preganet at a young age too so she new pretty much what was going on. when she asked the girl was she preganet the girl said yes.the girl did not stay with her mother long after that because of the mothers husband and her mother beat her while she was preganet. so the girl moved to her daddy's and every thing was going good two, three, four months passed by and sll was good. she already had ultrasystem pictures and all was stillgood until she went to the doctor when she was five and a half months pregant and she heard no heart beat this time nothing she was terrified and scared but didn't let it show for she did not want her boyfriend to know.the whole time while she was preganet she smoked pot and partied all the time she never thought it would lead to this. the y sit her and her boyfriend down and told them the bad news.on the same exact day the boys ex-girlfriend had a baby that turned out to be the boyfriends. the girl went though depression for months after the insident but seh is now making good grades in school stop doing drugs and is still with the same man. and that girl was me...

- Lacey Williams 5/8/01

i met shane in 7th grade in the small beginning band of my jr high. he was the only other person other than me who could play clarinet well so we spent most of the time challenging each other.
that year, he moved, of course we didn't keep in contact. 6 years later i started college and was sitting with a friend watching the people that passed by. my friend saw a guy who had a face full of piercings and and she pointed him out to me, i thought to myself "i like that, i'll have to meet him" then the guy stared at me and said "i know you" . matt (who in jr high was called shane) had lost alot of weight, cut his hair, and had a total of 9 facial peicings. now, a year later, piercing free and some of the weight gained back, he stays in my dorm with me because he has no where else to stay, and we are both getting prepared to go our seperate ways, me to florida and him to california. i don't know why i love him as much as i do, he refuses to be responsible, he has a bad temper (same as i do), we fight alot. maybe it's the nigths we laid in bed all night talking and never ran out of things to say, or maybe it's the nice and uncharacterisic things he does for me randomly, maybe it's because he's the first guy i could sleep in the bed with and not have any sexual tension, hell, maybe its the rebellious part of me that wants to love him because my dad hates him, i'm not sure. but what i am sure of is that in 3 days, part of me is going to be living in california and i don't think i will ever feel totally whole ever again. everyone needs a shane in their life, but when you find him, be sure to not let him move to california.

- Laura 4/30/01

Well i am a big fan of Hero of Hindi Cinema Mr.Amitabh Bachan.I must say that since my childhood i have seen all of his movies.So this incident happened when i was 9.I saw his movie MARD and when i came out from my house after watching that movie my friends said that ok if u say that u r a MARD then jump into this 10 feet hole which was due to some problems in the phone line and i jumped into that and i had so many cuts on my hands and knees.
But i really cheirsh that incident.

- Sameer Hasan 4/29/01

I want to tell you about some of the memories I cherish. One time when we still had a flat roof on our house(which is a cellar)my brother convinced me that i could paracute off the roof, which lucky for me was only about four foot high at the time. NO, I didnt have a paracute but I had a rather large tarp I decided to use. So I jumped expecting to freefall thousands of feet. Four feet later I had a twisted anckle and a bloody lip. It was worth it.Cause now I can tell the story and laugh.

Anouther time, by my brothers great convincing my brother assured me that the elctric fence was off(for the cows at my grandmas house)so naturally but hessitently I took hold of the wire to go under. At the time i was holding a barn kitten. So I grabed right ahold of it and woke up on the ground feeling a little shaky. Teh kitten was no where in sight. Guess what, the fence wasn't off.

My family has always loved playing practical jokes on each other. About six or seven years ago my brother(hes a good one for'practical jokes') decided to put seranwrap on the tollet seat. I was the clear kind and he put it on real tight so you coulnt see it. Luckly Im in the habit of looking before I sit. I seen the glare on it so I took it off, But when I was done I put it back on again. Well my dad got up to go to work latter and he always goes to the bathroom when he wakes up. So he goes in and me and my brother are at the table laughing very quitely. Suddenly we hear 'WHY IS IT RUNNING ON THE FLOOR!' Boy did we ever laugh our heads off dad was half asleep, he didnt know what was goiing on but he wasn't too impresed either.

Speaking of suranwrap that stuff is so funny, when my sister was younger we were at my grandmas house and someone was in the down stairs bathroom so she had to go up stairs which had boards covering over the top of the stairwell. Naturaly my brother told her to beware of the green hand and he said it so seriousely that she got kinda freaked out so she had me go up with her. While she was in the bathroom directly at the top of the stairs my brother was down stairs and there happened to be green seranwrap in the pantry. So he came realy quietly up the stairs. I seen him and he had covered his hand in the green seranwrap 'the green hand'.I laughed as quietly as possible and tried to keep a staight face when my sister came out. As she came out my brother stuck his hand though the boards reaching up. Boy did she ever scream. Of course, she yelled did you see it? Naturaly, I said see what? what is it? The green hand I just saw it!She bellered. By this time my brother was just about keeled over with laughter. She wasn't too happy but boy was it hallarious.

Don't ever stop beiing a kid its the best thing in life even if it takes all of yours to get there.

- Tiffany 4/27/01

It was the end of 1970, i was working in a beauty salon. I had a customer come in telling me about her church just mailing packages to the local soldiers in Viet Nam. Since i loved writing letters i asked if i could get some addresses of some of the guys to write to, so next visit she gave me 10 addresses. This was in early Dec. I received a letter from Bob, he was in Viet Nam but was coming home in a month. In January 1971, he was back home to a small town about an hour drive from my house. We talked on the phone for about three weeks till he got a car. The first time he came to my house he was an hour late as he had gotten lost!! On March 7th Bob asked me to marry him and i accepted. We were married Sept. 5th, of that year. In Sept. of this year we will have our 30th anniversary. Who says short courtships never last?? LOL And to think it all started with one little letter. My parents also were brought together during a war time in England and in May they will celebrate their 56th anniversary. Isn't it strange that we both were brought together during a war time, so there were at least 2 things that came out of the wars. Just a small ray of sunshine during very stormy times. Janet April 2001

- Jan Nichols 4/26/01

I think I can honestly say that after 26 years of marriage... our life together and our family gets better and better every day!

In the beginning... we were really young (19 & 20) and had dated only 5 months when Jeff asked me to marry him. Three months later we were married. (No, we didn't have to get married!)

We live in Omaha, Ne. Some of Jeff's (Swedish farm kin) were very concerned because I was half Chinese and 3/8 Caucasian and 1/8 Chickasaw. They wondered how Jeff's parents felt about this "mixed" marriage.

I think you can say we were very naive and yet we embarked on our life together as if we hadn't a care. It didn't occur to us that others thought we were somehow doing something taboo. We just thought we loved each other (you remember the 70's) wasn't that enough?

We had both graduated from different high schools in different parts of the city. Neither of us had gone the college route. So we both worked in jobs that didn't require degrees. Jeff still works at the phone company and will retire with a great pension.

I built a career in commercial art and now I design webpages for Union Pacific Railroad and I freelance at home doing corporate communication graphics. I can't imagine doing anything else.

Jeff and I love each other more today than ever. We never let a day go by without a loving caress, a kiss and hugs. We love to go fishing together. We love to just spend time together.

We had 2 children 5 years apart: a girl and a boy.

Both have given us great joys (and yes some tears.)

Our daughter has now given us 3 wonderful and beautiful grandchildren. They are also of mixed blood. They are black, white, Chinese, and American Indigenous.

Their paternal grandfather is Muslim. We are Christian (Methodist). My husband's maternal great grandfather, Isaiah Isrial Farber, was Jewish.

I think of the wonderful patchwork of Americana that our family is and I feel so much richer for our mixed heritages. This is our family's strength.

Indeed, if the world were a little more like our family...

- Viki 4/24/01

For my entire existance of 46 and a half years I have always wanted to find a way to help someone. Call it a calling if you will. I am not extremely educated. I have never gone to college, but I am an intelligent person and I feel a need to share some thoughts. This is a good forum for that.
I know that there is a soul in all mankind. I feel it everyday. On some days when the sun is high in the sky or setting over an ocean blue. A feeling of pure joy can overcome my being. I get goose bumps on my arms, I have this silly grin spread across my face, and a wonderful moment will pass. They are fleeting, but they are very real. Each time this occurs I want to shout to the entire world. "WAKE UP" join hands, put away the pain, the loneliness, the homeless, the hungry, the destitute, and on and on. This joy is there, it is real and everything that is on this great planet of ours should be able to share in this great gift. I do not know if it is divine. It may well be what is inside our hearts that make this possible. So if anyone reads this story. Take a moment to turn your thoughts inward for just a few minutes each day. Dont stop looking until you also can feel the joy that is within your reach. For it is all around us, in so many ways.

Mom/Dad..I miss you...

- Raymond Hansmeier 4/24/01

Well, we have a website where we travel around the country by RV reporting on historic sites, national parks, areas of interest to RVers. Plus, a lot more. See us at www.southpoint.com
Since 1999, we have been through 35 states, and more are being scheduled.
Fulltime RVing, the way to go.

- CB 3/31/01

I am 18 years old and grew up in a small town in Ontario Canada. To me life couldn't be perfect until my best friend was murdered. This was the first murder Kemptville had ever seen or even heard of and it devastated the whole town. At the age of 14 years old, Melanie Deroche, a straight A student, with lots of potential, was beaten to death in broad daylight, in the middle of a baseball park. She was and still is a great person. Sometimes I can hear her speak to me, as if she was here and I wish I could see her one last time, to tell her how sorry I am, and just to say "GOODBYE".

Christina Wright

- Christina 12/21/00

I was born in France but left when I was 6 years old with my parents and my brother to live in Tahiti in the South Pacific. I've lived there for eleven years. I grew up on a boat and sailed to the many different islands in French Polynesia. When my parents divorced, my mother remarried. He was from Canada (and I hated him with a passion). She left the island to be with him in Ontario. At the age of 17 I decided to visit her there and to have the oppotunity to speak english. I finished my 3 years of high school in english and decided to go to the Ontario College of Art and Design to study illustration. Four years later I'm in New York City, not knowing a soul. It's been fun. Today I'm in love with someone who probably doesn't feel this way about me, but the few moments spent with him are unforgettable. I miss the sea, Moorea and my father. So this is where I stand at the moment, wishing for a lot but tonight one of my wishes is actually coming true. One of my illustrations was chosen to be in a show at the 'Society of Illustrators' and tonight is the opening.
Wishing you were here dad.

- Tifenn Python 6/27/00

This is a true story about the death of my Grandma and the memories it brought out in me.

The phone call

I got the call on Saturday morning as soon as I walked into the house from my racquetball workout. It was Mom and she said in a quiet voice she had something important to tell me. The tone of her speech was somber and I detected something was very wrong.

"Grandma is dead," she said in a matter of fact way. "I don't want you getting upset and driving all the way to New York. She died peacefully and had a long happy life. There is really nothing to be sad about except that she will be deeply missed by her family."

I couldn't respond for a moment; it didn't sink in. All I could think of was the little nursery rhyme she sang to us throughout our childhood.

"Oats and beans and barleyo, oats and beans and barleyo, some for you, some for me, oats and beans and barleyo."

I visualized her wrinkled, smiling face and those puffy cream colored hands always folded with the large black rosary beads entwined between her fingers. I remembered her as she looked when I was a child growing up on Long Island. She prayed constantly all her life and was the most devoted and spiritual person I had ever known. I could almost hear her calling me with that high pitched Brooklyn accent to come into the house as I played hide and seek in the street with my friends. A wave of memories rushed through my mind and I felt an overwhelming sadness and nostalgia at the same time. We would ignore her until she bribed us with ice cream and cake. Grandmas surprise she called it. A scoop of vanilla ice cream on toasted pound cake. I can still remember the taste of that ice cream saturated, crisp yellow cake.

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"I'll get a flight to New York", I said, "and yes, I want to be with the family for the funeral." I said goodbye and hung up the phone. Grandma is dead, I said to my wife and walked up the stairs to my studio and pulled out my old photo albums. I began rummaging through the old pictures of my childhood. They took on new meaning knowing an important chapter of my life had just ended.

Images of the old neighborhood flashed in front of me as I flipped through the old faded snap shots: Einstein Place, Colonial Oaks, Millers Pond, childhood friends, and all the relatives that came to visit us on Long Island from the city. My mom looked so young and beautiful with her long red hair and optimistic smile. The fifties and sixties seemed like another lifetime, a different time in a different place.

My earliest memory of Smithtown was driving into the new neighborhood and noticing the dirt roads and just how completely different everything was from Brooklyn. That brand new barn like house on the expansive corner lot seemed so big compared to the little plots in the city. I can picture the front yard where we played red light green light, touch football, hide & seek, curb ball, giant step and made tents out of blankets for sleeping out behind the house.

It was the sixties and we didn't even know it. We were too busy playing baseball, riding bikes, fishing and building go-carts out of rusty old discarded lawn mower engines.

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We were like extras in a B movie that ended abruptly. Looking back at those times all I have left is a mental movie filled with disparate images.

My old buddy Mike Smith's got an extra cigarette he stole from his mom's pack, Kenny Hayes wants to shoot pool in his basement; his parents aren't home and we can blast Jim Morrison's "Light My Fire" while we play eight ball for quarters, Charlie Buitner has that new Pink Floyd album and a nickel bag hidden under his mattress, Don Nelson wants to go fishing to try out that Mitchell reel he got for his birthday. Kevin Campbell called about the ball game tonight at Maple Avenue park, says I have to catch. I hate being the catcher! Why won't they let me play left field?

Fragments and snap shots are all I have, just visual fragments, vague ethereal images of baseball cards, comic books, BB guns, sling shots, stick ball and army men. Beatles, Rolling Stones, mowing lawns, lazy hot days at the beach, riding bikes, JFK, Richard Nixon, the Vietnam War, Micky Mantel, Willie Mays, the New York Yankees and all my friends who grew up with me in Colonial Oaks on Long Island during the sixties.

I can still hear my Dad whistling for us to come to dinner - come and get your beans boys, come and get your beans. Boy, he could whistle loud!

Through it all Grandma prayed. She prayed for her children, grandchildren, and great grandchildren, peace in the world, family members who had died and who knows what else. Like a religious statue in the corner of the living room, head tilted upwards, rosary beads moving rhythmically through her fingers she always devoted a part of her day to intense prayer. The world whirled around her and she never lost her spiritual focus or broke concentration.

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Fleeting memories pass through my brain like video sequences from MTV.

Mini bikes, go-carts, kids playing ball in the street, exploring the woods at the edge of the neighborhood and plotting mischievous schemes in the garage.

A chubby red headed kid delivers newspapers, tossing them from a canvas bag slung across the high handle bars of his green sting ray bike.

There are uniformed boys with yellow hats playing a little league game at dusk. People cheering wildly from metal bleachers as a player hits a line drive into center field.

Two ten year old boys are building a tree fort in the woods. The red head is using a rock for a hammer to nail a board.

A touch football game is going on in my backyard at Einstein Place, I see bits and pieces of a Saturday matinee...Flash Gordon's flying across the movie screen while noisy children munch popcorn and eat milk duds in their seats.

Kids sneaking smokes behind the supermarket, Beatles music blaring on the radio: "Help I Need Somebody! Help, Not Just Anybody, HELEELP!" Now they're fishing for catfish in the summer heat and riding bikes with sissy bars cruising down the street.

Colonial Oaks was our own little world in the sixties, a safe haven sheltered from the social and cultural tensions that were going on all around us. It wasn't until I left for college and moved to the next town that I realized what a magical (and sheltered) childhood I had led.

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My friends and I never thought we would ever grow up while living in our little suburban world outside of the city. We had everything children could want. Lakes and ponds for fishing, woods for exploring, lots of friends, diversions, parks and outdoor activities that kept us busy when we were not in school. It was a different time with different rules and expectations. We could be kids in our sheltered innocent world.
The last thing I vividly remember was walking down Brook Lane at the crack of dawn. I heard the sound of frogs croaking in the distance and song of a "Bob White". My fishing buddy Don Nelson and I made the two mile hike most Saturday mornings in the spring and summer. Fishing poles and tackle boxes in hand, we walked lazily down the tree lined street towards the dense foliage of Wells Pond, Don with those silly hip waders waddling down the street like some circus performer. I preferred just rolling my blue jeans up to my knees and fishing barefoot - cool wet mud squishing between my toes.

Passing the last house on the paved street we entered the well trodden dirt path that wound through the woods to "the point", our favorite fishing spot on the lake. Bass, yellow perch, sun fish and big silver shiners were our reason for getting up so early. At that time of the morning the large pond and surrounding woods were so very quiet. A mist hung over the still water and the only sounds were from our feet shuffling down the path. Lilly pads created a yellow - green mosaic around the shoreline. The best fishing was right on the edge between the water and the pads. We just had to be careful not to get our lines tangled in the weeds.

Childhood burned a lasting imprint on my heart and mind and Grandma's death
reminded me of those precious times for a few brief moments after Mom's phone call.

I can still hear her singing in that high pitched Brooklyn accent...

Oats and beans and barleyo, oats and beans and barleyo, some for you, some for me, oats and beans and barleyo."

- Patrick Keough 6/24/00

My friend Melissa. I miss my friend Melissa - she was killed in a tragic car accident two years ago. Lately I have been dreaming of her. Maybe this is her way of communicating with me. I wonder what she is like now? I know she sees me.
I just want whoever reads this to remember to cherish everyday with your loved ones becuse you never know when your day will come.

- Susan Stigers 6/19/00

When I was still living in Vancouver, British Columbia, I was attending a church that catered exclusively to singles under the age of 30.

I was already aging rapidly at 28 on Sunday, February 19th, 1995. I had been out of university for over 3 years, struggling to find work in the television industry, and I had moved from Montreal, where I had spent the first 27 years of my existence, without any plans or a vision of my future. I had dated many women over the years....from college, high school, various jobs, dating services, parties, bars, and of course my circle of friends.

That Sunday was not unlike any other, so I treated it like any other. I went to church, I made meaningless conversation with as many people as I could, and despite my high hopes always kept one eye on the door.

I met Pamela in the line-up for the pot-luck dinner we always served after every other Sunday service. We talked throughout dinner, and during our after-dinner fireside service, shared the same pew while we sang from the same hymn book.

I did not see her again until the following Tuesday, but we went to see a horrible show featuring Reveen, and laughed over how much we did not enjoy it. All that week we saw each other, walking through the park, eating in cheap restaurants, and kissing each other on a park bench. On Saturday, February 25th, I proposed to her and she accepted. We were married 4 months later in Alberta on a budget of about $20.

Today, we live in Virginia Beach. We have a rambunctious 2-and-a-half year-old son, and I serve in the U.S. Navy doing absolutely nothing close to what I studied in college. Our paychecks are small, but they support us and I love Pamela more than any one I could possibly dream up in my imagination. I would die for her and my son. Anyone who says "you need a lot of time before you decide to spend the rest of your life with someone" is blind.

- Geoff Bovey 6/13/00

I get paid a huge amount of money to do a job I hate. It's a so-called high-flying, fast-track career job in an 'important' industry. What that actually means is that I work in an office for 12 hours a day, 6 days a week, staring at a computer screen.

I've recently noticed that the stress of doing something I hate has started to change me - my only two moods now seem to be either 'angry' or 'depressed'. I find it very difficult to see value in anything or anyone around me. I feel totally disconnected from myself. I feel completely disconnected from life, people, community, nature. Every day, I wake up and wish I was somewhere else.
Even though I know I'm wasting my life, I keep going with this job and this way of life, because we're saving all our money - we want to go and live in the country, near the mountains, and near the sea.
I know I have to keep going until 31st July 2001, when we will have enough money to leave this mind-numbing existance, and start our lives for real.

But by the time we get there, what sort of people will we have become?

- Edo 6/9/00

I live in Los Alamos, the town that recently lost about 300 homes due to a fire set by the National Park Service. My house survived, but my neighbor's mother's house was burned to the ground. As we were checking out the damage to my neighbor's mother's house, I walked across the street where there was a young couple sifting through the ashes.

The young mother held out her hand to show me 4 or 5 small, burned, partially melted pieces of jewelry. She said that the jewelry belonged to her 5 year old daughter and that jewelry was the only thing they really wanted to find. They were very happy to have found those small, melted peices of metal.

- Marc 6/1/00

My hippy father's a former drug dealer and currently works folding t-shirts in a factory. My mother's a mid-life lesbian, yearning for acceptance and respectability. I am a suburban wife and mother, and I write about taxes for a living.

Was this my way of rebelling? Life is fascinating at the turn of the millennium in the US.

- Cynthia Brodrick 6/1/00

I remember the last time I saw my father alive, or I should say, the man who raised me. He was my grandfather and had taken my brother and I in when our mother got divorced very young. He and my grandmother had had a hard life, but still found it in them to take us and raise us.

He was alone, in an extended care facility. My grandmother could not handle his needs any more. Alcohol and ohter maladies had taken their toll and he was a shell of the robust, tough man who I had known. I was in the Army and visiting for my brother's wedding, which was the last family event he would attend. We talked about my life and what I had been doing, but I kept wanting to tell him I loved him, because somewhere deep inside I knew it was the last time I would see him, but I just couldn't get it out.

He looked so weak and sad there, and I know he was ready to die, but I still wish he were around now, to help me and give me guidance. It's been 20 years and I still miss him.

- Lance Mertz 6/1/00

Because I work from home as a Fuller Brush salesman, I was at home during the day on 2/26/00.
I had felt sick the night before and since my son had just had the flu the week before, that's what I thought I had. I was standing in front of the toilet trying to throw up so I could feel better. I was leaning over the toilet one second and the next I found myself on the floor wedged between the toilet and the bathtub with a terrible pain in my chest. My son Scott, was at home because he was working the late afternoon shift and Scott was trying to pick me up. I had so much pain because I knew I had broken a rib after falling. He helped me get into bed and because I felt I simply had the flu, I didn't want to go to the hospital.
However, a couple of hours later, I was in so much pain, I called my wife at work and asked her to come home and help me get up to go to Edward Hospital to get my broken rib set.
We got to Edward Hospital about 2 PM, was admitted to the Emergency Department, I was in a wheel chair by then and after checking the records was put into a bed while they checked me over.
I was quite impatient and kept asking why it took so long to get an Exray done.
Finally a Cardiologist explained that they were not too concerned about the broken rib because they usually don't even wrap it up anymore....he said he wanted to find out why I passed out since it was obviously not the flu.
I ended up in the ICCCU with a intravenous tube connected into my arm and stuff stuck to my chest showing my hear beat and it was not beating very fast. In fact, my heart was usually only beating about 10-12 times a minute and sometimes it skipped a beat. When it skipped or slowed under 10 beats per minute, this machine shocked my heart KAPOW! KAPOW!
After that had happened about 22 or 23 times I asked the nurse to take that off because I would rather die that have that happen again.
The next day I had an angiogram and I had good news and bad news. I chose the good new first..
The good news was that I didn't need a bypass, because even though I was diabetic, my arteries were clear except for a small part which were 30% clogged.
The bad news was that I needed a pacemaker which is now installed.
But how many people can say that their toilet saved their life like mine did? If I hadn't broken a rib, I probably wouldn't be alive today because the pain re-started my heart!

- John R. Vandervelde 5/30/00

One October, when he was around fourteen, my brother found a stack of "Watchtowers" by the side of the road. That Halloween, my brother and sister got all dressed up and went out Trick or Treating as Jehovah's Witnesses! (I didn't have the nerve to go with them).

- Catherine O'Toole 5/15/00

It started off as something I thought would be good to learn. It ended up that I love creating webpages. Im still learning things and hope to learn enough to make my website http://www.geocities.com/newsletter_leader1/index.html look even better. It was just created and is one of my biggest projects ever. I realize that it isnt that nice looking but I will start working on a new version of it when I have everything done on this one. I ask you to check it out by clicking on that link above. thanks

- Mike 5/13/00

It happened a few days before D-Day. Well, to be more accurate, it was a few days before the 50th anniversary of D-Day in 1994. I'm a newspaper photographer and I was in Normandy to make photographs to go with a series of D-Day stories being written by one of our talented writers.

We had been traveling up and down the Channel Beaches for a couple of weeks, visiting the scenes of those heroic battles in 1944. Omaha Beach, Utah Beach, Juno, Sword, St. MŽr Eglise, the American Cemetary with thousands of white crosses and Stars of David.

We were staying at a hotel in Caen and it would usually be after midnight by the time we would get back to rush my film to a color lab that agreed to stay open late to process my rolls. Then it would take a couple of hours to scan my negatives and transmit them back to my paper from my hotel room while the writer transmitted his copy.

Fortunately, restaurants stay open much later in Europe than they do in the US. On this particular night, neither of us was very hungry. More tired than hungry, even though we really hadn't eaten anything since a quick sandwich at lunch. It was a warm, muggy night, and across the canal from our hotel, there was a creperia, a small restaurant that specializes in crepes. We opted for that.

It felt good to sit down and relax. We chose a table on the sidewalk that was boxed in by potted hedges to separate the dining space from the pedestrian flow. While we waited for our crepes, my associate and I sipped a beer and talked about the things we had seen that day.

A disheveled figure of a man appeared in the light thrown from the lamps of the restaurant onto the dark street. The man had a huge gash on his temple where the blood had recently coagulated. His hair was a matted tangle and his clothes were bloodied and torn. He had trouble standing upright and when he spoke, his words were so slurred from the alcohol he had obviously consumed in great quantity that I wasn't sure what language he was speaking.

Unemployment was high in France in 1994, and everywhere we went there were people with their hands out, begging for a few francs. I usually handed some coins to these unfortunates, but tonight, I just wasn't in the mood. Especially for this unkempt and bloody brawler.

He leaned over the hedge and kept mumbling something. I couldn't understand him and I waved him away, muttering, "Allez vous, vite, vite!" My French is terrible, but I believe I was telling him to go away, fast, fast.

He didn't. But, he did make a more concerted effort to be understood.I could recognize very accented English coming from this poor wretch.

"You are Americans," he said. "I am in the French Merchant Marine and I have been to your country several times. I just want to thank you Americans for rescuing my country in World War II. If it weren't for you, I wouldn't be here today."

That was it. Once he realized that we had understood his simple and honest expression of gratitude, he staggered off into the darkness. I sat there with my mouth open in amazement. The French are not noted for their warmth toward Americans. And this man had just said "Thank you" and I had tried to chase him away. I felt like a real shit. And I was.

In order to lighten the moment, I said to my associate, "Well, he wasn't entirely right. It's not that he wouldn't have been here today if it weren't for the American intervention in the war. He would have been here. But, he would have been speaking German."

- Dick Kraus 5/12/00

May 10, 2000

Last Friday the pain wasn't so sharp that I couldn't deal with it. It comes and goes and when it's awful I walk with a limp. After a year of dealing with it I finally threw in the towel and opted for the last resort; I saw a doctor. The doctor suggested I see a rheumatalogist. On my first visit to the specialist the tests were inconclusive and the pain medication was ineffective. Last Friday was my second visit, and now the pain affected both my right wrist and my right ankle.

After all my avoidance and neglect I felt that one trip to the specialist entitled me to instant and everlasting relief. So far that had not happened and I felt frustrated. Thirty minutes after my appointment time had come and gone I still had not seen the doctor. Like a whetstone turning on its axis, the second hand of my watch ground away at my patience leaving an edge that was becoming sharper and sharper.

In the midst of all these reflections a very pretty nurse entered the waiting room. I'd guess her to be in her mid-thirties. She had a trim figure and wore her smock open and hanging from her shoulders, treating it as a shorthand way of describing her function in the office. Her movements were quick and efficient, she was obviously used to dealing with a full schedule and doing it successfully.

Her most remarkable attribute was her hair. It was extremely thick and cut in a style that billowed to a full arc before coming to rest on her shoulders. The color of that hair was a reddish blond so striking that it was forced to rely on her light complexion for credibility. As I stood there looking at her all my pain and frustration quickly disappeared.

She paused for a few moments referring to a clipboard before calling out, "Mr. Pence .." As I walked in her direction she looked down to make a small notation. I glanced at her nametag as she turned to walk down the corridor leading to the examining rooms beyond. "Patti," I said, "you and I have met before."

"We have?" She responded in a tone suggesting this was not the first time a man had read her nametag and made a similar claim.

"Yes, we have," I said, "at the Newport Coffee House in Bannockburn."

"Really? I go there occasionally .. well actually my husband and I go there occasionally. The place has great entertainment ... they have for years. It's been a favorite place of ours since we moved up there about ten years ago. But I can't say I remember seeing you there. Are you sure we've met?"

"We have."

"When?"

"Well, this is 2000 so I guess last November it was seven years ago exactly."

"Really, 1993?"

"Well no, actually it was 1992. Nine minus seven equals two"

Now she became more incredulous, "We met in 1992? That's a long time ago, how could you possibly remember?""Well, let's see .. I was with Dennis and Marlene Brown and we were at a table that included half a dozen other people. You walked in just after we arrived and your husband recognized Marlene so you joined us. We were there to see a folk singer named Diane Cope. Does that ring a bell?"

Patti looked at me blankly, "No, not at all, but that was eight years ago. Are you sure you have the right woman?" By now we were entering the examining room and she seemed anxious to leave me there with my faulty recollection.

"I could not be more sure. Your husband was a social worker employed at Highland Park Hospital. He was a counselor for people addicted to drugs and alcohol. That's how he knew Marlene, she worked in the same unit."

Finally I'd hit a resonant chord. "Yes, that's right." she said. "He still works there and he's still a counselor. You must have a terrific memory. I couldn't remember someone from so long ago, especially if I'd met them only once"

"Trust me Patti, my memory is not that good. Perhaps you're just more memorable than you realize."

My remark sounded like flattery delivered for a purpose made tawdry by the fact that she was very married. Yet it seemed to have little effect on her attitude. Obviously she was inured to the flattery of male patients on the make. "Whatever," she responded dismissively, "I'll tell my husband that a friend of Marlene's sends his best wishes. The doctor will be with you shortly." With that she turned to leave the room, and I was left there to feel slightly ridiculous.

Despite Patti's assurances, being escorted to an examining room is no guarantee that the doctor, " ..will be with you shortly." I stood there looking out of a window eight floors up surveying treetops that resembled a vast carpet of green leading to the distant skyscrapers of downtown Chicago. There, alone with my thoughts, the exact circumstances of our first introduction played through my mind.

Back in 1992 I was recently divorced and very aware of how fragile a marriage could be. Like most men who are newly single their friends feel obliged to get them back into the swing of things. At the time I identified their encouragement as similar to the advice alcoholics offer one another when seeking to avoid a hangover, "Here, have another drink. Nothing chases the pain away like the fur of the dog that bit you." I was cynical about women generally and the prospects of marriage in particular. The thought of dating and opening myself up to all that misery again was not a welcome prospect. Never the less, that did not stop my friends from trying to save me from my solitude.

Dennis and Marlene knew of a perfect place for an evening's entertainment. Diane Cope, a mutual friend with the voice of an angel would be appearing at a place called The Newport Coffee House. I liked Diane. She had a personality that could light up Wrigley Field and a voice as warm and delightful as she was. Dennis explained that it would be just the three of us and as Diane would be appearing there for the first time, the support of her friends might be appreciated. Since Dennis put it in those terms I found it easy to say yes.

Upon our arrival among those there to greet us was a single woman who just happened to be without a date. I could tell from her reaction that she had played no role in the subterfuge that brought us together. It soon became apparent that she did not find the magnetism of my personality irresistible. I made only a halfhearted attempt to convince her otherwise. Within fifteen minutes we had made a non-verbal agreement to make the most of an evening both of us would never repeat. To this day I can't remember her name. If I met her on the street I would not recognize her face. I'm virtually certain she found me even less memorable.

However, other things I do remember. Diane's voice was in rare form and she was playing to a large crowd. Another thing I remember well was seeing a woman struggling with the front door about fifteen minutes into Diane's set. She was attempting to move a man seated in a wheel chair through a door that was not friendly to her efforts. Everyone seemed to linger around awkwardly not knowing how to help. Finally she got some assistance and with a bump and a bounce she succeeded in getting the wheel chair across the threshold. The man in the chair was more than just crippled - he was profoundly handicapped. His legs were emaciated and his arms extended away from his body in a series of oblique angles that terminated in fists that were tightly gripped and sinewy. If he was not a quadriplegic, then he was saved from that fate by a definition that was extremely narrow.

In contrast the woman who was negotiating the chair was beautiful and athletic. Her most remarkable attribute was her hair. It was thick, reddish blond and cut in a style that billowed to an arc before coming to rest on her shoulders. That was the moment I first laid eyes on Patti. Until that instant Marlene's back had been turned to the door, but as she saw my attention diverted in that direction she called out, "Dana, Patti, come here and join us!"

Dana was the first to hear Marlene. He raised one arm and responded, "Give us a moment. We'll be right there."

Since the cafŽ was crowded it took them a while to reach our table, but soon enough they had joined our company. Marlene introduced me to Dana and told me that he was a social worker employed in her same department at the Hospital. Next she introduced me to Dana's wife, Patti, and explained that Patti was a nurse, also employed by the hospital, but in a different department. The table talk centered on office gossip and I moved to the periphery of the conversation. Gradually, in the guise of being a part of the group, I began to observe the twosome that seemed like such an unlikely couple. They delighted in each other's company, moving easily from tidbits about staffing decisions to gossip about a two-timing resident who had been caught with a willing nurse in the cardiac unit. They laughed, insulted each other in a playful way, and seemed to be interested when either of them offered a serious opinion. If this was not a good marriage, they were offering a remarkable facsimile.

The rest of the evening continued along in the same vein; mostly office talk, inside jokes and an occasional reference to Diane's singing. By now Diane's talent had won the enthusiasm of the larger audience and any special show of support by her friends would have been more embarrassing than helpful. Near the end of Diane's final set, Dana and Patti excused themselves. It was late, they had to be up early, handshakes were exchanged and soon they were gone. As it turned out we were not far behind them. At the end of Diane's last song Dennis called for the check and I said good night to the unfortunate woman who had been my designated victim for the evening.

As I exited with Dennis and Marlene I could not get the couple out of my mind that had arrived with a wheelchair and so much good humor. My lot was to sit in the back seat of the car and reflect on the smaller difficulties that had dissolved my own marriage. It also challenged my hard won cynicism to see two people accommodate themselves so gracefully to such a difficult circumstance. I could imagine these two young people starting out life together with every advantage. They were both educated, attractive and probably assumed their lives would always be so fortunate. Then to have something like this happen. How could they deal with it? Yet there they were - he not allowing himself to become morose or resentful, and his lovely wife simply accepting their situation with no sign of regret or martyrdom.

After we had traveled a few blocks Marlene noticed my silence. "What's on your mind? You're awfully quite back there."

"Oh, I was just thinking about Dana and Patti. What an impressive couple."

"Yeah, aren't they? I don't know Patti that well, but I've worked with Dana for two years and I knew him a few years before that."

"Really? How'd you meet?"

Marlene turned in her seat and looked in my direction, "He was admitted to our hospital when he had his accident. It took him a long time to get out of intensive care .. then there were several months of physical therapy. It was a real struggle. All of us were impressed by his courage .. and what an attitude. Not an ounce of self-pity. You couldn't help but admire him. In fact, everyone grew to like him so much that when he came back a couple years later and applied for a job in counseling the hospital hired him immediately."

I thought for a moment, "Yeah he's obviously a brave man, but what a wife! Imagine if he was forced to go through that all by himself. I wonder how many women would stick with a guy in those circumstances? Not many I'd guess."

"Guess again George, he wasn't married when he had the accident. He and Patti were married later. She was a nurse in the physical therapy unit .. they met at the hospital and fell in love. The rest, they say, is history."

Marlene's comments left me without a word to say. Here was a woman - not just slightly attractive - Patti was stunning. She could have chosen a hundred other men and yet she chose Dana. Knowing full well the limitations and burdens of that commitment, she put on a white dress and walked down the aisle next to a wheel chair. I imagined all she had said goodbye to, just so she could say hello to Dana. It was humbling, but seldom have I felt so good about simply being human. Here were two people willing to light a candle and laugh at the darkness. I could witness a mountain of disregard, an ocean of petulance, and a galaxy of neglect before it could outweigh this one decision to love, honor and cherish.

That was the first time I had felt optimistic in a very long time.

So here I was, eight years later, standing in an examining room waiting for a doctor. Down the hall a pretty nurse was probably cautioning a friend about some pathetic lounge lizard in room five. Well Patti, think what you will, but I stand by what I said. To me you'll always be far more memorable than you realize.

- George Pence 5/12/00

I've been a bitch for two and a half years. Now that it is all over with I am sick of being a bitch. The only reason why I was a bitch was because I had to be and I cared about him. It took me a week to get over it. Just one week. After a week, I learned everything... or I think I did... it was soon after I called his cell and his new girlfriend answered the phone... hmmm.... this guy has no balls. Since then I have been doing fine.

- Cassie 5/8/00

It's a long way from here to St. Thomas Moore Parish on Chicago's south side. Yet I found myself in the company of three friends all headed to a wake in an old neighborhood that surrounds this working class parish. The wake was for the mother of Meg Kennedy, a woman all four of us love and admire. Meg is an unusual woman who brings more faith and kindness to a traffic jam than most of us have to offer on Christmas morning. Living alone and battling lupus Meg gives herself in a thousand ways to people whose lot in lift is only slightly more difficult then her own.

She started out as a nurse, but now an insurance company employs her to help patients who are struggling with crisis. Meg is there to counsel people who are terminally sick or profoundly injured and help them make difficult choices related to their own care. Sometimes she is meeting with a young aids patient whose family has deserted him, and sometimes she sits with the wife of a man so badly burned that his coma is a blessing. Meg is one of the happy few who has managed to turn her career into a calling. She preaches with conviction and eloquence by simply doing her job so well.

Meg is a hero.

Yet what impresses me most about Meg is the style of that heroism. Hers is a life of love and service that never gives the appearance of sacrifice. Meg speaks with enthusiasm about people who are unfortunate, and with real affection for those who are hurting. While she is full of sympathy and compassion, her attitude is not defined by pity or even condolence. She assumes that everyone has something in common ø all of us are incredibly fortunate just to be alive. And since God loves all of us there are no losers in life. Her attitude has its best analogy in a young boy who has just heard the girl of his dreams ask if he would mind carrying her books as they walk home together. In this instance there is no sacrifice, there is no burden, there is no favor, and nothing is owed.

If the gospel were a sport, Meg would be a natural athlete. She excels at what she does and makes it look so very easy while she is doing it.

So last night we had the rarest of opportunities; the privilege of being there for Meg in a moment of personal loss. As we walked into the funeral home the parlor was filled with people, easily a hundred friends and family were there when we arrived. You would think it would be difficult to pick out Meg in a crowd, but her location in a far corner of the room was obvious from the moment we entered. There is nothing exceptional about Meg's appearance, nor is she one to draw a crowd, so I wondered why her presence was so easily determined? What caused us to find her with the naturalness of water as it seeks the ocean? Perhaps it was just luck. Or maybe there is a compass in all of us that is the very best of who we are, and when Meg is around it registers true north and finds its home in her.

She offered no platitudes about it being her mother's time, nor was there a polite protest about how we shouldn't have come so far. Her response was utterly candid, "I miss her, I'm hurting, and I'm so glad that you're here." We all hugged Meg, I offered something funny, a friend of mine had tears in his eyes while another simply listened with the attention a saint would reserve for prayer. We were there for a long time, and though it was a wake, and the occasion was sad, all of us left feeling happy. It was hard for me to reconcile that odd sense of elation with the reason for our visit. But that was exactly how we responded. On reflection I think we had something in common with that young boy who carried a girl's books as they walked home together. There was no sacrifice, no burden, no favor, and nothing was owed.

What we did we did for love.

- George Pence 4/19/00